Sugaring

Complicated

Your POV

"It's not really healthy but we're staying together. Even though we aren't attracted to each other physically. It just doesn't feel right. When we got married everything was great. We wanted to wait till after the wedding to have sex. So when the time came I wasn't really into it. Neither was she. We tried when times felt right but they never did. I love her I do but it's just not there physically. So we just see other people while we're together." He says.

I just give him a what the fuck look. "Why not just divorce? Do you both have separation issues or something?" I ask. "No it's just how we choose to do things." He says. The food comes. You really can't make this shit up.

The waitress leaves. "So why did you want to tell me this and bring me here? Other than what you gave me." I ask. "I just wanted to see you again. I really like you and I want to make things right. I was so focused on being with you and getting to know more about you. That I completely forgot about telling you. You make me feel like everything is okay and nothing else matters. That's what I signed up for. I wanted to feel like I had something real. Like giving my physical affection felt normal. To like being with someone in that way. I really would like to continue to be with you. Even though it isn't official or normal. We just do what we should have done. I'll pay you we spend time together and so on." He says.

I just think for a moment. "If we do continue to do this you have to know something." I say. "What is it?" He asks. "My friend is really good at helping me with this sugar baby thing. She says that I should explore more and talk to other guys at the same time. She says that's how she does it and she has herself together. We're really close. I'm going to be going out with other men and maybe women. Does that bother you?" I ask. He stays quiet for a moment.

"You'll be sleeping with them?" He asks. "After what just happened I don't think so." I say. He continues to think. "Plus." I say. He looks at me.

"I feel like I want you to be the only man who I decide to do things like that with. It's not just the fact that the sex was great. It was how you made me feel. You made me feel like I was really yours. Like I was meant to be with you. Kissing you and holding you it feels nice. Being with you makes me happy. I just want us to stay in our little world like that. Happy and together." I say.

He gets up and pulls his chair closer. "Do you really mean that truly?" He asks. "I do." I say. "Good because I want that too. Just me and you in our own little world." He says. He kisses me and I kiss him back.

I love his passion. We keep kissing adding tongue. I want him. I want him all to myself. We pull apart a bit.

"I love you." I say. My eyes widen at my words. "I'm sorry it's just I-" I say. He stops me with a quick kiss and smiles. "I love you too." He says.

I just smile at him. "Say it again please." He says. "I love you." I say. He kisses me again. "Let's eat and go to my car." He says. "It's okay I drove here." I say. He looks at me as if he's giving me a minute. "Oh okay." I say.

Time skip

We get to his car. We get in and I go to buckle up but he pulls his pants down. "Wait right here!" I say. "Sure why not we've done it in a restaurant so why not a parking lot." He says. "Enji someone will see us do you not see how many cars are around us." I say. "Just get over here." He says. I groan and take my clothes off. I crawl on top of him.

"You'll be fine." He says then takes his shirt off. I look at him. "Do it by yourself let me see you work for it." He says. I stand up as best as I can and slide down on him. I wince and slowly go down. I'm all the way down. "Good job now let me hear you say it one more time." He says.

"I love you." I say and he throbs. "I love you so much." I say and he pulls me up and down gently. I kiss his neck and he speeds up. The sound of our skin clapping getting louder and louder. "Oh fuck." I say.

I can't stop moaning. He wraps his arms around me and plants his feet. He speeds up getting harder. "OH GOD IT FEELS SO GOOD! ENJI ENJI!" I shout gripping the head rest. I start to cum.

He grips my ass as he bounces me harder. I grip his hair. I moan in his ear over and over while I try to hold on to him. Its throbbing so much. "Cum deep inside me." I say.

He grips my ass tighter and slams me down cumming inside me making me release again. He holds me down and I tremble. We kiss passionately.

Time skip

We get dressed. "So let me take you on a date." He says. "Right now? I'm pretty weak from that." I say. "I'll carry you around." He says. "If you think you can carry me for long periods of time go for it. I'm pretty heavy though." I say. "I'll take my chances." He says.

TBC...

😭😭😭 No I was just thinking what if people saw and there was just this quiet dog in the car next to you looking like 👁👄👁