Bakugou ~ Aftercare

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The shower was pretty large. It had multiple shower heads and was big enough for a few people. But at the moment, there was only the two of us.

His tears mixed with the water dripping down his body as he washed me off. He held a washcloth with his favorite body wash over me gently and paid attention to every little piece of skin like he was polishing the most fragile statue in the world. Every so often he would kiss my skin softly after washing it. He moved slowly with the utmost care, and I was more than happy to let him.

We had tried something new today. We had talked about it before hand and laid down the rules and went over safe words and made sure everything was set so nothing could go wrong. And nothing did. It was the first time we had tried messing with wax or anything remotely to do with fire. I was tied up and gagged, and he had started pouring the wax wherever he wanted it. I was enjoying it thoroughly. I moaned every time he called me his bitch, every time he growled the way he does when he's frustrated.

It didn't take long for me to realize something in his eyes was off. He usually loved these kinds of scenes, the ones where he had me at his complete mercy and gave everything to him. But this time his eyes held something other than lust and intrigue; this time there was only struggling in his eyes. Soon he began stuttering a bit and his hand started shaking. I kept waiting for him to stop or use his safe word, but for some reason he couldn't do it. For the first time since the scene started he glanced at my eyes, and I immediately tapped my bindings three times for my safe action as I was gagged.

He collapsed on top of me with trembling breaths and whimpered apology after apology as he slowly and cautiously undid the intricate knots. The first thing he did, however, was take off my gag. I started cooing and telling him what a good job he did and that everything was ok. As soon as my hands were free I ran them softly through his hair and over his undercut.

After I was entirely freed from the bonds he led me to the shower where he could wash off all of the wax and oils. He had taken his hearing aids out before we got in so they wouldn't get water damage, so for the most part it was silent.

Once he had washed me from head to toe twice, he clutched me to his chest like his life depended on it. His sobs wracked through us as he nuzzled into me. I began washing his hair as he clung to me. Then I started humming.

I had some really bad history with my singing voice. I had been told by two different voice coaches that I wasn't good so I never sang when I could help it. But when Katsuki had his hearing aids out, I was comfortable to sing whatever I pleased, and he enjoyed the gentle vibrations in my chest when he hugged me.

We stayed like that for a while. His whimpers steadily died down until we were standing together, breathing steady. After he felt safe enough to move agin, he shut off the water and carried me out. He dried me off and laid me on the bed with our favorite blanket. Forgetting to even dry himself off, he just wrapped his arms around me and nuzzled his head into my stomach.

I kept humming.

It was a good hour before he got up to put his hearing aids back in, but he came right back to my lap afterwards.

"I'm sorry," he whispered into my tummy.

I shook my head and played with his hair, "No, baby. You did good. Everything is ok. I'm ok. You're ok. Nothing went wrong. You did beautifully. Never be sorry when you're uncomfortable. It's my job to make sure you are always safe and comfortable. I'm glad the scene stopped if you weren't enjoying it."

He sighed, "But you were enjoying it! I tried to forget, but it wouldn't get out of my head."

"Are you ready to talk about it?" I asked softly.

He sighed again, and looked up at me. His eyes held evident struggle and pain, "I can't handle not being able to hear you. Ever since we realized my hearing was going in the first place I've been terrified of not hearing your voice. I can't do it! I want to always be listening to you and that damn gag was stopping-"

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