Nothing , absolutely nothing came after that and her ragged breathing became uncomfortable as the eerie silence brutally followed , she watched him in pure hatred. Her palms still. Felt numb and cold. The lingering sensation was visibly imprinted on his cheek and his head remained turned to the left side.
Furious , that she was her fierce scowl morphed. There was a pause , silence before the storm, a nerve wracking one exactly like that before he let out a throaty chuckle. His gaze shifted to her and he laughed out. Again she heard him , even when her own heart was deafening she heard him right and it was awfully brutal . So horrific that she backed away , the hair at her neck standing up .He was smiling, grinning like some maniac .
He looked crooked.
" You really are something aren't you " he spoke really calmly, stepping ahead.
And that's what terrified her , his silence ,his words , his eyes . He terrified her. Her slap seems to be a mere mark as he strided close to her . Really close that she forgot to grasp the words . He was right in front of her and alarmed by the sudden movements of his she tried to run away but too bad. Too bad because Eun-hae felt weak and jungkook was the solid barrier that her body would ever dare to pass it and worse because he already had her pinned against the wall.
She was trapped
" Eun-hae" her name rolled off his tongue slowly and painfully like poisoned laced in honey . Hands slid up her arms , gently caressing her shoulder that might look like some reassurance she knew it was anything but that . As if his hands were on fire , and would melt her at that instant she shuddered at the touch shrinking back .
" Let me explain this, you are in my house , under my territory. What makes you think that you can do anything you want hmm " he phrased the last words , digging it in her deepest memory .
It irked her , the way this man behaves spins her off . She should have known this earlier , she should have walked away from him.And Of course she was at his house under his roof. Unwilling , being held hostage by a freaking psychopath, he doesn't need to remind her . She knew that already.
"You brought me here at gunpoint " she hissed , raising her gaze to meet him and felt the void present in those brown eyes . They were empty as if a facade was always shielding it . There was nothing, blank and solemn. It frustrated her and she barely knew the reason.
" Do you really think I'll do whatever you want , or will obey you " she scoffed " because no Mr jungkook sorry to break it to you I am sane enough to not to stay with a fucking killer " she pushed him off voicing loud " I don't want to do anything with you , let me go and leave me alone " she screamed , all at once the hatred pouring out unable to mask her anger , her emotions . They were already on the edge and his demand just stepped them up.
She breathed hard ,it felt good fuelling things out .
It really did but it didn't affect him, yelling at him didn't make any difference. The audacity that he still stood unfazed simply made her run without moving an inch. The mafia in front of her wasn't even slightly affected and the smug in his face proved that. It irritated her from skin to bone . Why was he like that? Why can't he stop smiling? Why can't he just let her go . Fucking hell Why why why..He has no right to keep her like that .
He made no move , no action before placing a cigarette in the corner of his mouth . She watched him lighting up the cancer , as if he was amused , curiosity entangled in his eyes . He let smoke out in the air , an unpleasant smell made her nose tingled.
"You do know how nasty you have behaved" he started settling himself on the bed . "And you do realize how much it can cost you, your life , your family , your friends , your body " taking another drag , massaging his neck with other hand his mischievous eyes roam all over her, reading her eyes observing her body and she almost choked .
Hesitancy gleamed up , she wrapped his words as a warm blanket in a shivering night despite they were made up of thorns , they were taunting .A thick lump formed in her throat. She felt uncomfortable , unsafe , and mostly numb.
"The things I do , things I can do might hurt you , it can tear you apart and you don't want that now do you" he spoke the cruel words mixed with the smoke without any uncertainty . They were toxic and she was aware of the reality it holds , they were real as real as last night . She was helplessly shaken , and the rigid agitation brought tears in her eyes.
"Why ..." Eun-hae lips quivered , she questioned . The edge she was bearing collapsed , casting her eyes down she stared into nothing her vision blurred with pain .
" why me .... I don't understand why you are keeping me , I have never done anything thing to you " she hiccuped looking at him
" You don't even know me then why , why just ......it's wrong . It's so wrong I don't feel safe here. Let me go please " she pleaded , her eyes spoke more than those words . It was hard , hard enough that even when she wiped the tears away , they kept overflowing terribly.She trembled again when he turned back and his tall body towered her but this time she didn't move . He was close , so close that the air was stiff. The unsettling feeling nagged her , forced her to push him , to slap him again but she didn't . She was tired , exhausted because those unanswered questions were hammering her.
All she wanted was to be left alone , from him and from everyone .
He took her chin in one hand , thumb wiping her stained cheeks . They were soft ,they were red . Rose and hues , pretty and frail like petals and pearls . Red in shame , red in fear , beautiful and tainted . He felt something , something delicate , something new , his chest heaved up and an overwhelming sensation satiated his heart with every tear being shed. She looked fragile and he was in clusters of vines. The suffocation was piling up but he wasn't to leave ,no not now because either he could break her or might tangle himself up .
"Don't cry sweetheart , not now it's too early for that "
He knew she was scared , it was clearly visible and weird that he was feeling something when over the times he had learnt to escape that feeling. Insane it is but he enjoyed when people feared him, it gave him a pleasure that was level up of any satisfaction but not now .It was different , he knew that . He knew she was different . That part of his vigorous heart , had this void which now was overflowing with something he hated to admit.
Sympathy was it.
Or was it something he would never want to associate with.
" People out there are horrible and darling you're naive , pure you can't afford to show your weaknesses to me " He sighed stepping back allowing her to breathe but all she could do was to hiccup. Resisting the urge to hold her , he kept his hands in his pockets.
"I'm not a good person you see , and I can't let you go now " she looked up , disappointment coloring her face pale. But she let him continue knowing it would rather be despairing to question him. She watched him leave the room until he stopped completely.
" Don't worry you're quite safe here "
Nonsense but do let me know your thoughts .
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DECEMBER ||Jeon Jungkook ||
Fanfiction"Just because I was being nice doesn't mean I'm a nice person .I'm still the same man who will not think twice before blowing your brain off and mind you miss lee you're no special " Jeon Jungkook was never a good man , he never claimed one to be ho...