Chapter One

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In the early years of the Bakugo household, everything was amazing! His mother loving and caring for her child, taking him to the park, praising him when he learns or does something good. There was always something positive going on with Bakugo. It could be for the fact that his mother was loving and caring, or it could be for his best friend Izuku.

He loved to hang with Izuku, his mom was happy that he found a friend that was nice and caring. Young Bakugo would assert his dominance and Izuku wouldn't mind. He would just caring on following and looking up to Bakugo.

However, when it was time for them to get there quirk... Mitsuki's reaction to her sons quirk was the opposite of what he was expecting. He was coming home from school, rushing inside with a happy look on his face. He was excited to show his mom. However when he made the little explosions with his hands, his mom was horrified.

She started to yell things, "What is wrong with you?!"
"No son of mine will have a villains quirk!"

The negativity only grew from that day forward.

And when he found out that Deku didn't have a quirk. He found the best person to take out all that negative energy out on.

Unlike what most people believe. He regretted what he did to Deku. The years of tormenting him and bullying him. He knew he didn't deserve it. He knew what he was doing was wrong, but he just wanted someone else to feel the same pain that he was feeling.

And since he wasn't getting that praise at home anymore, he became "friends" with the worst people he could become friends with. They were one of the few people that would praise him for his quirk.

When middle school came around for Bakugo, he wished his mother would have beat him to death by now. Bakugo continued to bully Deku, however it became expected of him, people would cheer for him for the harsh and demanding words that he would spat at the defenseless boy. Bakugo was to scared to give up all the praise he would get. All he wanted to do was apologize to Deku for the years he had bullied him.

But when he told Deku to take a swan dive off the roof of the building, he knew there was no way that he would ever get Deku's forgiveness now.

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As the years started to move forward, as the two boys started to attend UA, the bruises on Bakugo's body doubled. Each day there was a new set of bruises, burns, scars. There wasn't a day that went by that there wasn't a bruise added to the collection. Whether it from him or his mother, he could never tell them apart. Burns and cuts were more then likely from himself. He would use his quirk on himself, as it was a villain quirk, and he didn't deserve to have it so he would punish himself for having it. Then the cuts he fill on his body, the ones that were from all the self hatred he had towards himself. You would think that he would just end this sad and pathetic life that he has, but he didn't want it to end till he finally made amends to the person he hurt.. To the person he loved..

During their years at UA a lot of things have happened to Bakugo. He got kidnapped by Villians. They asked him to join. Why didn't he? He could have proved to his mom and everyone else that called him a villain that he really was one. But he didn't, I guess he wanted to prove them wrong. Not only did he get kidnapped but he was the reason why Allmights career was ended. He violent help but blame himself, it was his fault for getting kidnapped, if he was more careful it never would have happened.

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Bakugo woke up to the sound of his alarm clock going off. It was time for him to wake up and go on for another day at the hell hole. All Bakugo wanted to do was to stay in bed and continue to sleep, but he knew that the Old Hag was going to come bursting in any minute and start yelling at him and start spewing threats if he was late to school.

So he quickly got ready, quickly gliding in his uniform, however he still, classically, forgot the tie.

He rushed downstairs his bag on his back, he knew better then to grab food from the cabinet, for the last time he did he had to miss out on two days of school, it hurt to move.

That might have been the only time that Mitsuki actually let Bakugo miss school, as she didn't want people to know that harm that she would spread across her kid. That's also the reason she makes sure that anywhere she decides to be beat him could be easily hidden. That's why he's never showed up to school with a bruise on his face or on his hands.

He walked out the door doing his best to not wake up his mom.

As he was outside he made his rush to school.

When he got there UA was filled with students rushing in. When Bakugo entered the building he made sure that the only place that he would be stopping is his class.

But he heard some people talking in front of him. "I can't believe Bakugo told Izuku to take a swan dive off the roof." That's when he paused in his tracks. How do people know?

He made his way to class 1-A and when he entered the classroom all eyes were on him. "Bakugo why would you say something like that to a bright young inspiring kid?" Ida said to him using his little arm gesture.

"Why would you tell someone to kill themselves?" Mina said to him, she was very disappointed in what she was told.

"I don't think you can be apart of the Bakusquad anymore..." Kirishima said to him with a sad look on his face.

Everyone in the bakusquad was scared to make eye contact with him. As if they feel repulsed that they were ever friends with someone like Bakugo.

Bakugo didn't say anything to them. He was terrified of the words that might come out of his mouth. He knew he deserved what he did to Deku, he deserved all the hateful words and comments that would come along with it.

So Bakugo walked over to his seat and sat down. He knew nothing he would say would change the way they would treat him from here on out.

And when Deku entered the class all the attention went to him. All asking if he was okay and if there was anything they could do. Deku just sighed and shook his head.

Bakugo was looking out the window he was hoping that today would end faster then it started.

"Bakugo! Don't you have anything to say to Deku?" Ida said from beside him.

Bakugo looked at Ida, he didn't feel like putting in any energy today to argue with him, in fact he barely had enough energy to talk. But he did anyway. He turned around and looked at Deku, "I'm sorry..." he said in a low raspy voice. He turned back around to go back and look outside. He was finally able to say the thing he's been wanting to say for years.

Everyone was now taken aback by Bakugo's abrupt statement. No was expecting Bakugo to be calm, listen to Ida and let alone apologize.

That's when Aizawa finally rolled into the class. "Hello everyone" he said in a monotone voice. Everyone got into their seats as Aizawa came into the class. "This week we will be focusing on Mental Health..." Aizawa said as a yawn escaped his lips. "As we know someone in our class has been told to kill themselves, so I am enforced to cover this subject and go mandatory checks on everyone in the class. However the checks won't start till tomorrow." All eyes were on Bakugo as Aizawa stated that someone was tolled to kill themselves. He hated all the attention. When he was younger he would have adored it, now it felt like the worst thing on the planet. "Today we're just going to go over what mental health is and what are the warning signs as well as what can be a contributing factor." Aizawa said finishing his statement.

Now Bakugo was scared for tomorrow. He didn't want everyone to know about his depression let alone the abuse that's going on at him.

As Aizawa continued the lesson, Bakugo couldn't help but have his leg and arms shake in anxiety for tomorrow.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 26, 2022 ⏰

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