AM I TOO HARD TO LOVE?

PART V

His eyes closed and his fingers gently sliding over the strings ,his guitar was producing refreshing music. Avneet stayed there until he opened his eyes an looked at her ,as if he knew her presence .He kept his guitar at his side and walked towards her, avneet just stared because he looked like some Greek god who plays guitar and she froze ,she was scared too,he took steps forward,not actually feeling conscious ,her legs felt wobbly and so she tripped on her own leg but siddharth pulled her inside ,his hands sliding to her waist and twirling her a bit around so that he don't loose his balance .But avneet being oblivious ,she grabbed the door which was opened outside for support which closed with a thud after her and her fingers got crashed in one of its edges,she winced at the sudden pain before hearing " not the door!" from wide eyed siddharth.

But soon siddharth makes her stand,her body not even supporting her to do so ,he took her fingers in his hand and carresed them softly,she saw pain his orbs ,her pain seemed so less infront of his . But she instantly jerked her hands away.

"don't even dare to touch me ." she said,fire in her eyes and turned over to come across the door which didn't have any knob to pull.wow.

"well,we are ..er locked here." she hears his low voice. "what the hell." she said shouting at him,she grabs her phone ,"this place doesn't support any networks here." he said again ,his voice low and eyes down .how great.

"what am I supposed to do then." she asked ,like she wanted to burn him with her eyes .

"wait until someone opens." he said sitting on the chair quietly. The room falls in silence ,silence was anything but comfortable. 

"I'm sorry." she hears his voice again ,its so little that she thought she imagined him saying that .A tear fell through her eye making her vulnerable Infront of him but she couldn't help.

"can you give a chance to prove myself and like me back?" he asked ,his voice filled with guilt . She shook her head in a no ,sniffling audibly . 

"Am I too hard to love ,Avneet ?" he asked,his eyes glassy and blocking the shine of his hazel eyes .Avneet laughed humorlessly ."you bullied me for years, siddharth nigam, I have had to go through so much of shit because of you .You ruined my life and you expect me to like you and be good to you .You are selfish ,I've told you before. And you ask me are you hard to love? No you aren't ,I'm an idiot that I still have feelings for you , I hate liking you back .....you know why? Because you only have charm ,your heart is black and I don't have the energy to bear it ....Stop looking at me, *sniffs* I hate it when you steal glances ,don't act like you are changed ,you forced me - " she let out a sob ,not before coming in contact of his warm body,he pulled her in his embrace . "STOP IT! I hate you . " she slapped his chest rapidly .

"atleast don't say that,it hurts ." he said tears flowing through his .

"oh really, do you think it didn't hurt me when you used those words against me and what about the bruises you gave me , both inside out ?" she blabbered ,shouting . 

"I *gulps *didn't ,it was j-josh. "avu looked at him in disbelief.

"I know I was mean to you , I'm a Moran I know ,But I've loved you since that time and I didn't knew how to show my affection to you. So I tried and tried to get your attention and get to know you ,but Josh ,he corrupted my mind ,he told me these beggers and gold diggers they ruin your life and I hated loving you ,that rage somewhere turned into hurting you so much that I feel stabs in my back . Josh spiked your drink,avneet ,he wanted to have you that night , but-"

"But what siddharth? Huh? " avneet said her voice  bit softened.

"Avneet I love you with all my heart, how could I ever let that happen to you. " he said and avneet collapsed on the ground with a breakdown . Siddharth saved her ,and she spent years hating on him .But he didn't have that good image of him in her mind ,but she didn't feel like hating him anymore. He sat down ,pulling her hands in his ,just observing them like they were the most precious thing . Avneet couldn't help but pull him in her embrace,his body shivered under her touch but relaxed and wrapped his arms against her ,not to harshly .

"I'm sorry for hurting you ." he mumbled sobbing.

"I'll give you a chance " avneet said pulling back ,whipping her tears .

"I'm sorry siddharth but you were too cruel to me that it is really hard to forget what you did to me ,but I don't hate you either,infact I can't .But let's start this fresh ,with our friendship..... But promise me you won't force anything on me and be a good friend?" she smiled .Sid let out a chuckly sob and nodded vigoursly.

"thank you for understanding .I can't ask for more." he said ,his eyes sparkling .Avu smiled back .

Now everything felt good, it was more than a perfect moment. Siddharth was a nice guy,she supposed and decided to give him a chance ,and she was sure about it after did told her that he kicked Josh out of his life and that his' rotting in some jail . She believes that they both will get along together .It is hard to face him still. But his confessions and seeing him all vulnerable ,Avu is glad that she chose his friendship.

"but can I tease you sometimes?" his question brought her back to real world.

"you are such a pain in the ass." avneet rolled her eyes playfully.

"but your favorite one." he said chuckling.avneet awwed at his cutness and nodded with a 'sure',giggling .

soon they were saved by the watchguard and they came out the door all smiles and hope to begin their friendship with.

THE END!!

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