3rd person pov:
They say there is six stages for a heartbreak; Shock, Isolation, Anger, Depression, The emotional roller coasters and Acceptance.
After her Shocked stages, Hailee was in her Isolation stages, and let me tell you this one is the worst, because it contains all of the next three stages.
You're always tired and don't want to do anything so stay at home, you're angry at anything, you're depressive and in a constant emotional roller coaster, and all of that lead you to a giant fucking all day long breakdown.
Plus, you look like a forgot fruit in the fridge. Even you're dead grand-mother looks better than you in her grave.
You can't have a clear mind in that stages and in every other stages, even in Acceptance. Yes. Because hear me out, when you are truly in love, you can't accept any other things than to be with them, even if you tell yourself the opposite. That's why I would consider acceptance as denial.
Slouched on her couch, grey's anatomy playing on the tv and a bol of cereal in her hands, Hailee had puffy, red eyes from crying.
She cried so much this times that tears doesn't even fall anymore, just dry puffy eyes and sobs.
She cry because she's depressed and she hates being depress so she's angry. And when she's angry you know what Hailee does?
Sports.
Yeah. It happens a lot. She works out and works out and works out again. Till she can't anymore.
Right after watching some episodes and finishing her cereals she went to her sports room. Now she was panting her lungs out after a work out session.
Heart beat at a high level, shaking, and the silence in the air after the loud beating of the music is consuming her. Tears streams down her face as she bury her head in her knees.
Sobs quickly replace the empty of the silence.
You would probably say that what happened between them is nothing, that she needs to turn the page but when someone takes a part of you when you love them and leave with it when they left, it's destroying. You forget yourself, blinded by the grief of the love you lost.
Hearing little bark behind the door, she crawls toward it and open it revealing an exited Martini.
"Hello, baby." She greets him through tears, patting him.
After playing with him a little, still crying but enjoying her time with her dog, she gets up and go to take a shower.
And at the same time, Florence was doing the same things. In her shower, but not crying her soul out.
Yes, because the blonde girl was in total denial of what is happening to her.
Still, she was pissed off most of the time, always fake smiling because she couldn't stand the presence of any kind of human in the same room as her.
The door opening could be hear through the sound of the water dropping.
"Hello~" Her boyfriend says in a, not so seductive, tone.
"What do you want?" She says trying not to sound pissed, which happens a lot currently.
"I just want to have a good time with you~" He says still trying to sound seductive.
"I'm not in the mood, Zach."
"You're never in the mood in these times." He sounds pissed off right now.
"Go away please." In her tone you know that she's pissed but she's still calm.
She hears a "Fine." before the door closed.
Sighing deeply, she slides down the walls, finding herself in the same position as Hailee. Curled up in a ball, sitting on the cold tiles of the shower.
But at the difference of the taller girl, Florence wasn't crying. Tears wouldn't dare to come out, stuck in behind a wall of anger.
Anger at herself for letting this happen. She was dumb, selfish and an asshole, that was the word she was repeating to herself in her mind.
But what would you do to get what you crave the most for, something new and intriguing. Something that is so huge in you that you can't stop yourself from wanting and having it by any sort of ways.
And she lost herself too in the process, she didn't take in mind her surrounding and she became selfish (but who is not when you want something) selfish of this new found feeling.
Because let me tell you, Hailee is not the only one who fell in love on the set of Hawkeye.
Hellooooo!
New chapter, what do you think?
It was short but I will make the nexts one heavier.
Bye.<3
