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📍𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧, 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐫𝐤

5:43 pm
i knocked on jalissa door again before actually stepping in. i don't know but shawty always leave her door open

i look in the living room seeing empty bottles and i sighed picking up the bottles and throwing them out seeing the kitchen is also a mess

i walk down the hall into her room knocking on her door and i heard scatter on the other side of the door

"who the fuck in my house"

"mora" i said quietly and i heard her suck her teeth

and i just shook my head

she opens the door and i could see her eye bags even more, her lace front lifting and her pajamas on from last night im guessing

"you ok" i asked and she nodded "wheres your mom"

"you know how it is, never home" she said with a fake smile

"talk to me" i said and she sighed sitting on her bed

"its nothing really mora, i just don't ever feel genuine love from anybody and i think thats why i was feening for nana love or attention or whatever the fuck its cuz my own parents cant even give it to me" she said with a tear drop falling "and they say it builds character in a way, to be independent and to never beg for love but right now shit ... feels like its all im ever doing"

"i never understood those types of parents that think stuff like that gon better us whole time we be asking for the bare minimum" i said shaking my head wiping her tear "listen im here for you always my love"

"i actually came tho to apologize how i was acting the other day, me and nana was not flirting i dont see nana like that and i swear to you i did not know you was feeling her"

"nah, im not feeling her for real think i was going through more of a crisis thingy" she said and i nodded understanding what she mean

"you ate" i asked her and she shook her head no

"good" i said getting up smiling speed walking to the kitchen getting ready to clean up and cook something real quick

i made us both chicken and waffles and i smiled watching her basically shove it in her mouth

"when was the last time you ate" i asked her

"uh" she said and i stared her down

"you know what, doesn't matter as long as your eating now" i said and she smiled

i know how much she hate talking about her relationship with food so

"i miss us like this" i said "seems like we been fighting over petty stuff"

"i know and thats my fault" she said owning up to her fault "lemme pay for your nails or something ill make it up to you"

"don't gotta tell me twice girl gon head" i said laughing and she laughed with me

i took out my phone reading a text from my dad and my eyes widened

"ok uh i gotta go its about my sister but we gon have that nail date next week when im free" i said