My heart is breaking because I never noticed how beautiful she was. No wonder you liked her so much, she's everything I never was. Fair skin, big eyes, long luxurious hair. She's funny, skinny, her belly never topples over her jeans as mine does and acne never scares her face. She's perfect, even her teeth stand in a straight line. I'm not jealous of her or angry, I have nothing against her. I just wish she never wanted you, because unlike me, she's the type of girl to get any boy she wants.
But still, the fact that I'll never make you laugh the way she makes you laugh. And you'll never look at me the way you gawk at her is what destroys me. Because I love you Sebastian, but you'll never love me because I'm not her.
YOU ARE READING
The poems I carved from my wounds
PoetrySomeone once told me life doesn't come at you it comes from you. You're the caption of your soul, the master of your fate. If that were true I'd have a phatty right now.
