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Your role : shai

Hi, my name is Shai i'm 20 years old and never had a boyfriend. Yap i know that's a bit sad but trust me i'm not that kind of unsocial girl that dedicate her life to become the 1st woman who walk on the moon. I mean there are some guys who asked me out but i turned them down. You want to know why? Okay then here's my story .

*flashback*
Years ago back when i was in senior high i liked this one guy named Kim Taehyung or some called him V. He is a part in a gang named BTS or bangtan boys which is very popular among us girls, you asked why? My answer is why not? They're totally handsome , cute and have LOTS of charm . Everyone knows that they're a player but come on who wouldn't fall for a bad boy?

Their leader Namjoon who had a deep sexy voice , Jin the face of the gang , Yoongi who has a killer smile , Hoseok crazy but cute , Jungkook people said that he's "the golden one" , Jimin who was a total lady killer and then there's Taehyung a total weirdo with random personalities.

One day i'm walking down the hall of my school while texting when suddenly i hit something and my phone dropped right at the front part.

"Hey watch out!" Someone with husky voice said ,i looked up and turned out that something was someone not just any someone , it's V and his gang. "NOO MY PHONE IS BROKEN" i said dramatically "it's all your fault!" I said while looking at him angrily. "How come that it's my fault? You're the one who walk and text at the same time!" "Soo? I don't care you still have to buy me a new phone!" I said. "What is wrong with you girl? Ugh i don't have time for this crazy girl, come on guys we're gonna be late." What?!! Is he being serious right now?! "HEY!!!" I yelled at him but he just walked UGH he's such a jerk.

When schools end i'm getting ready to go home but on my way out someone blocked my path. Yup that someone was V , the guy that i really don't want to see right now. "What do you wan't? I really don't want to deal with you right now" i said and continue my walk but again he block me. "Look i want to say i'm sorry" say what now?? Is he really apologizing? "I think that it's also my fault that your phone is broken because i was joking around with my friends and totally didn't saw you." He said.

Okay now he's making me feel guilty for thinking that he's a total jerk. "No no no it's okay it's my fault i'm the one who text walking" i said. "How about i pay half the money for your new phone?" He asked . Hmm well that's not a bad idea "okay then, deal" i looked at him and smile , maybe he's not a jerk after all.

Since that day we've became a good friends and turned out that he's really kind and caring. Slowly but sure my feelings for him grow larger and larger and that's when i decided something that i regret doing, i'm confessing my love. I texted him to go to the rooftop of our school and there i confessed my love to him.

"V , i know this kinda odd but since the day that we bumped into each other my feelings for you grows larger and larger and you've been really nice and all. Ehmm .. Do you think we can me more than friends?.." There , i said it and closed my eyes hoping that he would say yes and kiss me but what happen next still haunting me until this day.

He said "wait what?! You've got to be kidding right?" Oh noo here comes trouble , "omg! Do you think that i like you? Hahaha shai you're so naive ! The reason that i'm being nice to you is because i feel bad about your broken phone that's it nothing more" . "you what?" I said while trying to hold back my tears. "yes i mean what i said , seriously Shai look at yourself you're totally not my type , O ow i think someone can't resist taetae's charm"

Omg i'm so embarrassed and hurt at the same time , he don't have to be so mean right? "You're a jerk!" I said and run before he sees my tears.

Since that day i'm afraid of being in love again and somehow even though he hurt me like hell i still have this weird feelings for him. Classic right?

So yeah that's my love story. Okay let's forget about that and just have fun because tonight i'm going to pamper myself. I'm walking down the street of itaewon to go to the spa place when suddenly i see someone which face so familiar. "OMG IT'S V what should i do?"

I'm panicking, after all this years trying to forget him and out of hundreds of people in Korea i have to see him? "OMG HE SEE ME" i quickly run to avoid him but suddenly someone grab my arm. "Why are you avoiding me?" V asked while catching his breath .

Why?! He asked why?! "Are you crazy? You asked why? It's because that embarrassing day when i con .. UGH you know why" i said frustratedly . " so whatt?? It was years ago ! You still can't forget about it?" "Yes! I still can't forget about it! And it annoy me because somehow even though you hurt me so bad i still love you!"

OMG! How did that words come out of my mouth! I'm so doomed. "Wow Shaii ..." Before he could finish his sentences i quickly turn and run again for nothing because he quickly grab my arm again. "What do you want V ? Please just leave me alone" i look down because of embarrassment. "I won't leave you alone Shai" he said. "Why? Because you feel bad about leaving a girl walk alone in the night?" I said while pulling my arm.

"What if i say i love you? Will you stop avoiding me" he said looking at me. What did he just say? This guy is really crazy "are you crazy? What are you saying?" "I love you Shai i really do since that day that i bumped to you" . "don't mess with my feelings V i know you only feel bad because.." "No Shai listen to me.." .

I'm really confused right now i feel my tears building up "if you love me then why would you say such thing back then when i confessed my love to you? Do you think i'm a toy you can play with when you're bored?" "I said such thing because i don't want to hurt you Shai, i know if i accept your feelings that group of girls who adores BTS from our school will haunt you down and hurt you and i don't want the girl i loved get hurt. I rather be a jerk and hated by you" he said with a sad eyes.

"V .. I ..." "But turned out i can't stand being hated by you , i can't stand not talking to you at lunch , i miss you so much and i hate myself because of that so please Shai please forgive me."

Hearing that my heart melts like an ice cream on a hot sunny day , without much word i hug him and cry "why V why now after all this years of trying to forget you why now?" he hug me back and said " i know i'm sorry for being a jerk to you Shai i really do".

I don't know what to feel right now but deep down i feel happy. There's and awkward silence untill i decided to break the ice and said , "so are we back to being friend now?" I asked. "really Shai? After that long confession i make you just want us to be friend?!" He answer with a shock look and i laugh "what do you want us to be then?" I asked . "Can we be more than friend?" He asked and i looked down smiling shyly "i'll take that as a yes". He then slowly move forward and kiss me softly under the light of itaewon streets.

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