Who Are My

Who Am I

        I know some people have sone trouble expressing yourselves all over Social Media or outside camera or anyhow or anywhere you cant express yourself and that is the same way as me,  i just have troubles sharing and expressing my real self but self-confidence is my problem, am too shy to talk to my blood, too shy to even read the bible in the church, even to sing in front of my parents. My whole life is like secretly or should i say publicly full of LACK of self-confidence.
       But today would change, my whole entire life. NOW Self-confidence is here in my life, am going to bring that confidence to me the confidence wouldn't come to me. I have to bold up and belive in myself. So am I going to be the one the be hiding, or am I going to be the one that would always LOCK-UP my inner spirit. NO!!! I would say no, you would say no and people that have the same condition would say no TODAY  and for the rest of their LIFE but not over confidence. The confidence that would help you face your FEARS. So WHO ARE YOU,  WHO AM I. Thats the question. So I have a story for you..... Read and enjoy.
      Once upon a time, there lived a girl,  her name was Jaimie. She was 14 years old she would be bullied all the time because of her look, strength and other things that have to do with her. She would get consigned evertime. So one day Jaimie was going to school her parents would always be worried of her bacause she has one injury on her body one time or the other and her parents would ask her what is happening to her and Jaimie would say that she injured herself,  so she went to school,  her dad dropped her off with his old car and told her that if anything is going on she can call or tell, she should not be silent on or at anyway or the other so she agreed. On her way going to her class a group of people whoul insult her or bully her on one way or the other so she got sick of it and tried just to tell them stop but no she couldn't just say those two letter words which are STOP IT!!! She just could not, so she just when to her class. She would akways sit at the back of the class. Not paying attention but just think of what she has been going through. When school closed her dad would come and pick her and on the way her dad would be talking to her and she wont even listen at all. Her dad would just think and think and think of what is happening to his daughter. Jaimie entered her room and just kept thinking and crying and reminding herself what she has been throughout all this times. So at one moment all the tears from her eyes stopped,  she wiped her tears and said to herself that those people want to see the other side of her they are gonna see it. So she cut her hair, stole her one if her mom's hair  dye's, and she would start dressing and looking like bad person. So the next day she dressed like that to school, walking to school,  sneaking out of her house and school and join the bad teams and people. Then few days later she got expelled from school. Then her parents where more worried, so one day she decided to stop because she knew she had a bright future. Then again she succumbed and she became a bad person. She started smoking, going to club, and ALMOST had the idea of being a prostitute by the help one of her bad gangs, their ideas where to be prostitute,  stippers, rapist, kiddnapper and other form of bad values so they could earn money live their homes and their families and become rich but Jaimie though and said that she doesnt want to die. So the first time she said NO,  but instead she decided to be stealing money and items from her house and sell it on a hug amount and she earned her money. So one day her parents noticed, grounded her  for 6 months until she learns her lesson. So during that time her mom came to her and asked her one question WHY!!! And she told her mom everything and her mom told her that she should bring her inner-self where there is still light, then she left. Jaimie began to ask herself "WHO AM I." Then she began to cry and cry and cry, then she looked at herself in the mirror and whipped and took her bath and go back to the Jaimie she was before,  she went to hug her parents.
After the punishment, changed school,  had friends, went for the basketball team and...
.... They and she lived happily ever after.
         So people around the world, if you are reading this sonetimes when you do sonething wrong and you chsnge from good to bad always ask yourself,  yourselves the question WHO AM I,  WHO ARE YOU,  WHO ARE THEY,  WHO IS SHE,  WHO IS HE,  just ask yourself, yourselves, people around you "WHO ARE". Because someday,  oneday this or those two letter words "WHO ARE" would help you. And also know what you are doing be carefull in life,  you dont know somtimes you may BE endangering your life,  peoples life in just at the blink of your those two eyes we all have. And also sometines learn how to say NO and YES. This two words or those two words can help and also endanger your, our lives,  so becareful in what you do and your decision's in life.
     

                        Thank You.
Author: Uchendu Kosissochukwu P.