seth borden<3

the text pt.2

BEFORE I START TRIGGER WARNINGS
self harm, suicidal thoughts, implied eating disorder. please take care of yourself i love you so much and if this stuff triggers you i'll make a one shot so you still have something to read. i love you comment if you want me to make the one shot today<3
-seth
recap: someone put a tracking device under jades car.
it's fine i'll just remove it everything will be fine. her purse. if there was one on her car there has to be one in her purse. "jade, love, can i see your purse?" i asked her "sure...? are you guys okay you've been very stiff and jumpy since i got home." she said "no, we're fine." josh said "wow very reassuring josh. i'm going to my room." jade said. after i was sure jade went to her room i hit josh in the back of the head "josh what the fuck? you could've said it in any other tone bro" "What do you mean?!?" he said "you sounded so unsure." i said while trying not to laugh " you sounded like a fucking robot trying to sound human." i said while laughing.
jades pov.
i'm started to get scared. i have the feeling someone's watching me again, i'm probably gonna go back down stairs. what the fuck? i'll just call seth up here to see if he hears that too. "SETH COME UP HERE!" i yelled "OKAY!" i hear seth yell while jogging up the stairs. when he walks into my room i ask him "do you hear that?" "hear what?" "it sounds like tapping on glass." i say genuinely worrying for my safety "love, do you feel okay?" he asks worriedly "kinda, why? wait mentally or physically?" i ask
"both." he says " i don't feel good at all mentally and i feel okay physically." i say "i need you to get some rest." he says firmly "i don't feel safe up here alone." i say with tears starting to form "do you want to come down stairs and sleep?" he asks " no, i want to get away from here and i'd like to talk to josh please." i say " okay, i'll bring up josh and we can get a hotel if you like." he said softly "please?" i say starting to cry. seth just brings me into a hug " i'm gonna go get josh okay?" he says "okay." i say back
josh pov
"josh, somethings wrong with jade and she wants you." seth says "oh okay i'll go up there." as soon as i got into jades room she gave me a really tight hug. is she..crying? "i can't do this anymore josh." she says in between sobs " do what?" i ask already knowing her answer "everything. i want mom back." she says calming down slightly "and i don't want to feel like this and i relapsed a while ago and everything just sucks ass right now." jade said "jade, you know i'm always here for you. i'll get you a hotel and stay here to keep watch in the house and if you want i'll get you a therapist but please keep going. i love you so much and i don't know what i'd do with out you."  i say holding in tears "i'd like a therapist and i want you to come to the hotel with me, can we all go?" she asks "yes i'll go with you. we all will."

THIS IS ONE OF IF NOT THE LONGEST CHAPTER IVE EVER WRITTEN 598 WORDS
also take care of your self i love you so so much<3
-seth