Song: Like I'm gonna lose you by Meghan Trainor ft John Legend
Dear Julian,
Once again you made everyone laugh at me, but this time was different because this time I didn't care, this time your words didn't faze me. Dylan's back to his old chatty self, I tried to ask him what was wrong the other day but he just changed the subject, I didn't bother asking again because he looked really uncomfortable and I didn't want to scare him away. My dad's been really distant lately, hes always been distant but he's acting strange, he's started coming home late, he doesn't eat and he's always on edge as if he's waiting for someone to call and tell him his wife is dead. I on the other hand have been a complete mess both inside and out as usual, I've lost a lot of wieght but I don't care, I feel like throwing up just thinking about food. I always feel lightheaded and dizzy but it's probably because of stress. I want to tell Dylan I could possibly be in love with him but I can't, what if he doesn't feel the same way? what if he leaves and never comes back? I don't think I'll be able to stand it, if Dylan leaves me I'll have noone and then I'll be alone again. I think I'll kill myself if that happens again.
Emily.
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Letters Unsent
RomanceI write the letters but I don't send them, I just keep them to dwell in my own sorrows and insecurities. It all started because of him, I let myself fall in love with him and all he did was hurt me. I let him get to me, I let him use me and now I'm...
