Cupioromantic

On some days, I would give anything to be in a love relationship, but on other days, I'm perfectly content to remain alone. Although the idea of love and attraction is vague to me, I believe that if I had ever felt romantic attraction, it would have happened by now.

Since I frequently encounter couples, relationships, and romantic relationships everywhere I go, I wonder if there is anything wrong with me. At the same time, I want and don't want that relationship.

They say "falling in love" is wonderful and "love can be the greatest emotion one can ever know," but why...? Why is it that I find it so difficult to understand what love is? Why am I unable to experience love?

All I want is for someone to hold me, smile at me, and make me feel butterflies in my stomach. But a partner is not what I want.