I woke up with Wilbur beside me hugging me I smiled and looked around and saw the window it was just sunrise, I carefully put aside Wilbur's hands and got up and then I walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me, I looked into the mirror, and this weird feeling
came over to me saying...I should kill myself I blinked, and then sighed sharply, the feeling won't still go away, I looked around, and I saw pair of scissors
and then my head hurts so suddenly, I then shakily got the scissors and looked into the mirror, then my hand with the scissors moved to my neck, still looking into the mirror, "no no no no no no no no no no.." I muttered then my hands let go of the scissors and it made a clinking sound to the floor, I looked into the mirror, and breathed heavily, I closed my eyes, imagining I was just with tubbo in a valley far away..with flowers and we lived there, I smiled and opened my eyes,
I then turned away and opened the door and I walked to my closet and I saw my backpack, I looked at it for a few moments and thought should I leave them? would I be free then? do i actually love them? well..do they love me? i put those thoughts away and got my backpack and put my clothes in it, "I need to leave..i just want to see Dubbo they won't mind.." and then zipped it all up,| i opened the main door and ran like I never ran faster before I had tears in my eyes but still ran, i ran all the way to the park where I found tubbo after we got separated
but I didn't stop there, I went into another block again and I felt free I guess, the wind slightly lifted away my blond messy hair I smiled widely but...where do I go?... GOD I'M SO DUMB I DIDNT THINK about WHERE SHOULD I STAY, I looked around but nothing I frowned, I walked slowly and looked thru the ground and I bumped into someone I look at them it was...TUBBO, my eyes widened, and hugged him immediately and said "Tubbo..." he hugged me back and said "Tommy" and I broke the hug and said, "Hey- um do you have a place where I can sleep for a few days?" tubbo looked at me and said suddenly, " Tommy you can stay with me I'm not surprised you actually ran away from your new family I mean the looked like jerks" I laughed and smiled, tubbo smiled as well and he said " Hey Tommy lets get some ice cream in the park,"
i raised a brow and said, "Isn't it too early to have icecream?" then tubbo said proudly "It's never too early to have some ice cream, and we walked together at the park and we waited awhile for the street vendor to come, then the ice cream truck came and parked beside our bench, then it was opened and then we ordered some ice cream and ate them
Then tubbo walked me to his house and opened the gate and I followed him, and he opened the door, there his father sleeping on the couch while another man was cooking and then the man said "Hey tubbo who your friend, while still cooking, tubbo then said "Tommy that's my dad's friend 'Quackity' he helps me every day if my father was drunk or he was away in some bar, I nodded and I looked at Quackity and said " Um I'm tubbo friend at the orphanage" he turns back at me and said "hola Tommy, hice el desayuno" and he closed his mouth and then swore and said "Sorry my Spanish keeps kicking in, well, I cooked breakfast come and join us," he smiled, i then said "Uhm.." then he said "It's okay my guy come and join us, tubbo father is still sobering up " he smiled, I made an awkward smile and nodded, we sat down then quackity and tubbo kept talking, I sat there quietly as I prefer, we finished and i offered to wash the dishes, quackity said "Tommy is okay you can go with tubbo to his room and i don't know do drugs? cry? it's up to you but don't cry so loud" i laughed a bit and said "Um okay big q?" Quackity smiled and said "You can call me big q so don't worry" and made a thumbs up i smiled and went to where tubbo went, we talked for hours
And then I look at tubbo I said "Hey tubbo what are you doing?" he looks and me and just said "It's nothing my dad has his friends over I need to dress up" i then said "Ah mk" he smiled and said "You should too" i looked at him and said "Whyyyyy??" Tubbo then said " just for introduction ofcoursee" he smiled and winked, i closed my eyes and said "Well just wake me up when they come then ill dress up," tubbo said "ok" I closed my eyes and tubbo woke me up
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