The boy next door

How it started

My name's Eve and I go to western high I like this guy name Jayden, so it started when I switched my schedule and him and I were partners in a project meaning we had to work together outside of school so this day he came to my house and we started the project then I had to use the restroom and when I came out he has fallen asleep on my,BED!!? So I had laied with him and his arms wrapped around me  wrapped I'm not sure he was aware of what he was doing but the warmth of his arms was like standing in the sun on a nice spring day he turned to my side and pulled me closer as I blushed and dosed off to sleep.(Next morning) woke up he was gone so I js got ready for school but I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened it to much and that when my little crush started...

Then he moved in right across from me and we had already finished the project by then so there was no reason for him to come my house witch left me missing him but I found my way though him wit my diary ofc he didn't know I was writing Abt him don't want him thinking I'm a stalker,ew! Creepy. That's when I had lost sum thing that was very important me it was a charm bracelet didn't really fit to good but it was good enough and Jayden found it and return let me tell what happened,so I was dance to music and All of a sudden I hear a knock on my bed room window so I look and he pops "AAAAH" I YELLED,I didn't expect him  to be there so he asks me " well, can I come in" and I let him in he hands me the bracelets and in the process our eyes lock he steps closer and I fall on the bed he stands above and grabes my chin softly then kisses me then he being to unbutton my p.j and kisses my From neck down and I moan softly and he slide my pants down start to kiss my vagina and then play wit it gently and he calmly rubs his fingers on it then slips then I'm and beings to fingers fuck me oou it feelt like heaven then he asks me "am I ready" so I ask ready for what then I watched him take off his sweat pants I thought to my self wow it huge he smirked at me and then slips it in then he beings to go slow and moaned softly he covered my mouth and told me "not to loud" then he started to speed up a Little and ooh did it feel good he stated to harder and faster and I just couldn't help but moan it js happened and I couldn't control it he was going faster till he started to play with my vagina wit his cock and my legs began to shake and it js happened this creamy substance began to slow form and he feel asleep in my bed after I feelt like we had a connection and even tho it hurt I couldn't help but know that I was only a toy he had plants of girl to talk to so I could tell by how he left first thing in the morning that I was for sure a hit and dip but things only became more spicy between us and yet he still had girls on his line and couldn't do any thing but feel stupid so I decided I would avoid when he would wink at me in the halls I js keep walking or when the teacher assistant us as partners again I asked to switch I could tell he was feeling a bit confused but his putter person looked so un- bother and I js made it any ever day thing till he came tough my window again and this time I didn't act so easy to get I asked lots a question to get him out there quicker but he wouldn't leave and ad a answer for every single question then he practically begged me to stop wit the question bc he needs to tell me something tell me so I stopped and i looked at the wall to stop my self from getting cought in his eyes so then he ask me "why I was avoiding and him and why am I all of sudden playing hard to get " so I told him bc to u I am js a toy and I don't want to be a toy or a hit and dip I want to be ur lover ur friends and ur partner that will stick by ur side in times of need and b4 I could finish he stopped me and laughed then said in the most hurt full way " we are nothing and ur not even my type so why would u ever tell ur self such unrealistic expectations " and I couldn't hold my tears back as he saw me Abt to cry he tried to explain that he didn't mean it like dat and as my voice begin to shack I opened my mouth and asked do u care Abt or am I js another "thing" to u and do really believe that I could never be ur lover bc I don't fit the look and I begin to feel a wave or anger rush over and as the slince began to start I can't tell he hesitated to answer my question so I told him to "get TF OUT" and he left and I cried into my pillow feeling stupid and angry not knowing if I should prove I'm cable or leaving it be but then I thought if I showed I cable that would mean I'm desperate but if I didn't I would show that I actually can't be his lover bc I don't fit the look but then my mom came to my room and told she was off to work so I was home alone and I didn't do much but eat pizza and sum wings then cry my self to sleep sum times I wonder he loves me or he loves me not ?