THE FEELING WHEN

Chapter - 3

SungHoon spoke angrily, frowning and approaching Sunoo until cornering him against the desk in that room. The poor guy could only let himself be guided by the desire to be the only one in the other's life, those sensations and thoughts that had haunted him for those years were controlling him until he made him hold the minor by the waist and stick to him. His right hand caressed the pink-haired boy's cheek, then his thumb passed over the other's reddish lips.

"You know very well what I want, and if you've finally realized what you want too, then why do you doubt what I've said? That was just a comment to wake you up, now will you listen to your inner voice, Hoonie

Sunoo, Sunoo, Sunoo... Sunoo was everything that drove him crazy because he was always so mature and determined with everything he did, and now he was right again in his actions, saying that and putting his hands on his shoulders. And he was right, if they had both been in a game of tug of war, why had he never dared to do more? The minor had never stopped or separated him, Sunghoon was the one who backed away at all times because he believed that he only liked the female part of the minor, but because he was a man he couldn't attract him more, but did that really matter? Did it matter when Sunoo looked at him with those honey-colored eyes and called him that way with that cute little voice of his? Did it matter when Sunoo asked him to sleep together twice a week, when they sneaked away from the others to go for ice cream alone? Did it matter when he wanted him so much that he masturbated thinking about him, when everyone noticed, even the fans? No. Nothing mattered anymore. Everything had ceased to matter the moment the urge gained and he leaned down to take those strawberry red lips and kiss him with all the passion he had inside of him, that he had never let out. And he stopped caring when it was reciprocated, when Sunoo wrapped both arms around his neck to pull him closer.