❣︎𝔼𝕣𝕚'𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣❣︎ (In Editing)

❣︎𑁍𝕎𝔸𝕀𝕋𑁍❣︎

꧁𝗘𝗥𝗜'𝗦 𝗣𝗢𝗩꧂

I haven't seen overhaul in awhile, he usually comes after my 'babysitter' comes for the second time. I have no way of telling the time in this room. 1 I can read a clock nor is there one in here. 2 there are no windows in 'my' bedroom telling me when the sun rises or when it becomes pitch black. Finally after all the pain I've gone through I've been slipping from the real world to my dream world. Thinking about that it's been forever since I last had the dream where I'm surrounded by those beautiful flowers, the tall tree and the unknown voice. I still can't figure out who it's combing from or what it's saying.

𝙎𝙞𝙜𝙝... I gaze around 'my' room from where I'm sitting. I'm in the corner of the room hugging my knees drowning in my thoughts. There isn't anything special in this room, it's only a bunch of toys I don't dare to touch, a simple wardrobe with nothing in it and a bed in the middle of the room up against the wall. "I wonder when overhauls coming back..." I thought as a shiver went up my spine just thinking about it. "I-I hate th-this place." I muttered under my breath as a single tear goes down my plump cheek. 

Sniffing in silence I hear footsteps outside the door, I look up to the door as my lips started to quiver in fear. My hands tremble as the footsteps come close, scared for my life I push my legs closer to my body as I tuck my head in my knees... The footsteps kept getting louder and louder until... they started softer. Wait what? Looking up from my knees to look at the door I see it's in the same spot, locked from the outsize only letting in brief light from the crack at the bottom. The footsteps got quiet after a fue seconds leave me in silence. "W-what" I muttered under my breath in confusion, usually when I hear footsteps it's either my 'babysitter' or overhaul coming to get me for my blood.

"W-why." I muttered again, letting go of my knees I bring my hands close to my chest intertwined  together. More tears fell down my cheeks as i felt a surge of emotion going through me. I don't understand "i-is he coming back later" I thought. My tears started to rush out as muffled sobs left my lips. The thought of him coming back terrified me, I knew he would come back sooner or later but my mind had gone blank as my knees started to shake with my hands.

My body felt weak yet relived at the same time, my stomach started to churn as I kept thinking about the fact that overhaul will come back later. My lungs started to feel tight as my breaths got heavier, my vision started to fill with black dots. Tasking short but heavy breaths I fell my mind go fuzzy and finally my body gives in. Falling to the floor on my stomach with a bang the black dots take control of my vision as I feel my eyes go heavy. Letting my eyes close I my mind goes dark, finally passing out...

꧁𝗘𝗥𝗜'𝗦 𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠꧂

B҉U҉B҉A҉.҉.҉.҉.҉.҉.҉.҉  My eyes shot open as I frantically look around. "Who are you" I say as I push my self off the grass... "No answer..." I thought. "Do I know you." I ask trying to figure out who the voice belongs to. Again I'm met with the chilling silence. I sigh finally getting onto my feet. "Huh..." I thought as a small light showed itself in front of me. Unknowingly my feet star moving closer as I feel a connection to it. As I got closer the light suddenly started to move away. "WAIT..." I yelled picking up my pace.

As I ran I felt like my feet were on clouds because of how soft the grass and flowers were. But I didn't have time to think about it because the light started to move faster. "PLEASE... WAIT." I shouted desperately, for what ever reason I had a strong urge to get closer to it and comfort it. B҉U҉B҉A҉.҉.҉.҉.҉.҉.҉ the voice said again as we came close to the glowing tree. "I CANT UNDERSTAND YOU." I screamed as i started to lose my breath. My lungs were on fire while tears started building up in my eyes. 

My eyes shot wide as I saw the light flicker. "No... NO." I thought. "Please..." I started to stumble on my feet as I felt my breath leave me. I then started screaming as I feel to the ground. All my limbs were screaming at me as I felt in tiredness wash over me. Looking up I see the light fading away. "Wait..." I say as I held my left arm out. "Please..." treats fell down my face as my vision became cloudy. And like that the light vanished... And like that my eyes closed.x

꧁𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 𝗘𝗥𝗜'𝗦 𝗣𝗢𝗩꧂

"Please......" my eyes opened slowly as my tears ran rapidly down my cheeks. "Who are you..." I thought between my sniffles. My heart was heavy with pain, who ever it was was someone important. Just who is it. Sitting up I rub my tear filled eyes as I look around. I'm back in 'my bedroom' sitting in the corner. Taking my hands from my eyes I bring them to my chest and hold them tightly, closeting my eyes I try to wrap my head around what or who it's trying to talk to me...

 Sighing in defeat I open my eyes again and hoist my self up from the corner. As I take a step to walk again I stumble and back to the floor with wide eyes. Hitting the floor I look to my feet seeing noting wrong. But I did see something I haven't seen before, or at least in this room. It was one of the white flowers that are spread across the grass in my dream. Turning my body around I picked the flower up and brought it close to me. "Just who are you..." I muttered under my breath.......

꧁ℍ𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕟𝕛𝕠𝕪𝕖𝕕 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝟙𝟞꧂

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