The dare

Selfish

I left her house. I went over to Carlos's since that's where all our group of friends were. I grabbed a shirt that was in the back of my car. Don't ask.

"looks like you had some fun"
Dev pointed out my neck

"trust I did"
"With Y/n?"
Priscilla said as she looked at me with eyes of jealousy.

"Mhm"
"there's no way"

ale spoke up
"Respect"

He laughed

I sat down next to Carlos then I realized what I had just done. I played with Y/n's feelings. I basically, led her on when in reality I liked her. I made her cry. I made her feel unwanted.

"here's the money"

Ale said while he laughed he handed me $200
"I don't want them"

I pushed the money away

"why? You did the dare I told you to do"
"Now that I'm thinking about it, she wasn't worth a
stupid dare"
"Woah, so you caught feelings"

Brandon almost laughed

"At this point just say it Alex"

Everyone's attention was on me

"Fine, I did, yes, I caught feelings for the nerd, do I
regret it? No, no, I don't, go ahead make fun of me laugh bully me I don't care anymore, she made me feel alive, I don't know what she had, but that's what I want in a girl. She's better than all you assholes combined and I don't care if you guys decide to drop me as a friend"

I got up and walked out leaving everyone there
speechless. I drove back to my house. Once I got there I went to my room and laid down I wanted to text Y/n so I did. Well I tried too. She had me blocked and on every social media platform

"fuck"
I messed up big time, how am I supposed to look at her in the eye tomorrow at school? She's going to hate me NO WHY DID I AGREE TO THIS
STUPID DARE?! SHE WAS WORTH MORE THEN 200$ I should have never said anything now she probably doesn't even wanna see me and she trusted me with her life she trusted me with her body and this is how I repay her?

Next day:
School

I saw Y/n walk in, she was limping and her legs were still shaking. I almost laughed. She looked at me and looked away. Now I have to fix this problem. She hates me. She doesn't want to see me. I walked up to her and she ignored me she tired walking away but I grabbed her waist

"Get away"
Her eyes, I've never seen them like this, they were bloodshot red, puffy.

"Y/n"
"Get away alex"
"Look I'm sorry"
"Are you happy? You got what you wanted, no?"

She pushed me off

"Y/n listen to me please"
"No, it's clearly you only wanted Sex with me"
"I was selfish, okay?!"

I raised my voice so she would listen to what I had to say and it worked. She stopped talking and listened to every single word I had to say.

"I was so fucken selfish I couldn't tell my friends I had feelings for you or else they would make fun of me, but I fucken like you. I haven't realized until now I fucked up and why? Because I cared about my picture, knowing I could hurt you now I'm not embarrassed to say that I like and I still do and yesterday night while i was in your bed close to your body that meant something for me don't think it didn't because it did and it kills me because I was such an idiot"

I sighed

"You know what fuck this"

I dropped my backpack and grabbed her jawline. I kissed her while everyone else and Vinnie was watching