Some people are strong,
Some people are weak.
And some people are in
between.
What am I
you might ask.
Well I hide my pain
to protect others,
but I still can't seem
to stop crying.
I'm "confident"
yet I still
skip meals to feel skinny.
I am messy,
I am scared,
I pretend to be whole
but the only way I succeed
is by overthinking.
I try so hard to be perfect
but
at the end of the day
it all still seems pointless.