I lie awake staring mindlessly at the now black ceiling.
I can't sleep Zoë's words just keep going round and round in my head.
I can't believe my mother would do something like that and to Zalfie of all people
I now understand why Alfie hates her so much, anyone would.
I hate her now and although she is my mother what she did is unforgivable.
I get out my phone and start writing a new blog post my, followers always help me with stuff like this.
Hi, sorry I haven't been here a while and sorry but this is going to be kinda sad and problemy so if you don't like that kind of thing sorry but I suggest you don't read this blog and wait for the next one (which will be this week by the way this is just a kind of add on) but there's something I need to get off my chest that has been bugging me since I found out only a few hours ago
I need to tell someone who isn't the person who told me and so I thought I would go to you guys because you are who I always go to with problems like these and you are always so kind and supportive (well apart from the occasional hater but hey, haters gunna hate right?).
Well as most of you know I've been adopted by the one and only ZALFIE! (You can watch my YouTube video filmed with them (well Zoë) if you click here)
And that's great. Everything's been going fine, until today when I overheard them fighting.
And I was worried about them because I had gone out earlier today and when I came back they where really quiet, too quiet and I knew then that they where hiding something from me. Plus Alfie has been acting really strangely around me but I didn't want to believe that something was wrong but of course there was, there always is with me.
So I creeped out of my bedroom and stood outside the door to listen, yes I know that was a very bad thing to do and I shouldn't have been doing that but that's what I did and in a way I'm glad I did because now at least I know why Alfie was acting so strangely around me.
So anyway getting onto why I wrote this blog in the first place
Alfie has a sister, not poppy but a different one, a sister they where keeping from the world, or trying to.
Before you go thinking the Deyes's are really mean for trying to keep her from the world let me set this straight.
Alfie's sister is evil.
When they where little, she would constantly bully Alfie and Poppy like she couldn't handle that they where there.
She was an older sister you see, Zoë told me she was apparently the perfect child before Alfie was born and then the monument he was born everything seemed to go wrong.
She was disruptive is class, always being naughty at home and she never listed to Alfie's parents . Whatever they did to try to make her behave didn't work they even took her to a specialist but even what they suggested didn't work.
Things where getting really bad she was constantly abusing Alfie and when poppy was born that was the end of it.
She turned into the devil child, every parents worst nightmare and they had her.
When they all got older Mr and Mrs Deyes had managed to sort it out a bit by sending her to her bedroom the monument she did something bad (which was pretty much the monument she got home) and there she would spend her time angrily destroying everything in her path but at least Alfie and Poppy where safe.
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adopted by zoella
Fanfiction***disclaimer: I wrote this when I was 12 and so I sincerely apologise for whatever this is and also no, I will not be updating it, it's here purely so I can laugh at my past self*** Rose is overwhelmed when the one and only Zoë Sugg and Alfie Deyes...