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THAT RAINY NIGHT
It's raining hard. The night is cold. His heart is hurting. Wen chuckles painfully as he lights his cigarette inside the car. Taking a puff and exhaling the smoke thinking what the hell is wrong with him.
He promised Jim he won't do this, he won't go to this place again. But here he is, breaking his promise to the older man. He knows how hard it is for the both of them. They're in this shit too deep. He is fucking obsess with how the older male makes him feel. What they have might be taboo but this feeling? These emotions? It's all for Jim. The sole reason why he is still alive. Why he gets up everyday— his strength to go on living. But how can he be happy if he left his heart in this place? How can he move on if his dreams are like a film playing in his head about all of the moments that happened to them?
Wen blinked his eyes and saw that his cigarette was already near its end. He cursed silently, he forgot about his cigarette while thinking about the older man. His lover.
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There is no sign that the rain will stop any sooner. Parking at a dark place a few feet away from the restaurant— Wen watches Jim walk around the shop serving what looks like some last few customers. He might not see outside well because of the rain, he knows his man even if the windshield only gives him distorted images of people and things outside.
He looked at his wristwatch and saw it's already close to closing time. He clicks the wipers to see what is happening in the restaurant and to his surprise, a man is hugging the older man's waist. He sat up straight and bangs his hand on the steering wheel.
"What the fuck?" He said loudly as Jim's nephew came into view, pulling the drunk looking man off his uncle. He sighs and closes his eyes, leaning into the back seat. He was drunk when he met him, he remembers how gorgeous Jim looked when the man woke him up from his slumbers. Yes, Jim is a fucking sin, the sin he thought he'll do once. How did they get here? He keeps on coming back to this place—
His thoughts were cut off with the sound of the wooden sliding doors of the restaurant. Jim is starting to close the restaurant, he sees Jim's nephew say something to the older man making him smile and damn, even though he doesn't have a clear vision of what's happening outside he knows how gorgeous that smile is. Jim nods at his nephew, the young male opens an umbrella walking out of the shop, he waves goodbye and sighs.
If he stays like this, he won't see him again. This is the last ounce of courage that he has facing the man again.
A few seconds before Jim fully closes the shop, Wen bolts out of the car— into the rain.
"Jim!" He yelled, making the older man stop on closing the doors. Jim frowns seeing him.
"Wen?" He said in his deep voice making the young male's knees weak. Yes, this effect that Jim has for him. If he stops now he won't get another chance if Jim's comes to his senses. He has to surprise him. Jim is holding on the doors.
