Romancing Mister Newton

Everyone has secrets. Especially me.

Tomorrow she'll meet him again, is she happy ? Is she sad ? Maybe both, so happy to see the man she loved for over 3 years yet so sad to know that they're not meant to be together.
She starts preparing her luggage, thinking of how this season filming will be for her, she missed Claudia Jessie so much, she's her bestfriend but she's been so busy these days they couldn't meet or talk that much, Clau knows about her feelings towards luke, she's always been there for Nic, the days she cried on her arms because she couldn't bare living the one side love anymore, she was there when Nicola heard him talk to his girlfriend on the phone and broke into little pieces.
Too nervous, her hands was sweating, almost crying, Nic called her friend.
Phone ringing......
Nicola : Hi...
Clau broke when she heard her little voice, she knows what her friend was going through
Claudia : Oh Nic.... It will be ok
Nicola : I doubt it.... This time will be different, i'll be much closer to him, we will share romantic moments together, that won't help me
Claudia : wasn't that all you wanted last year
Nicola laughed.
Yes, she dreamed of kissing him, she wanted there bodies to touch each other, to be close enough to feel his warm breath on her face, the thought of it made her feel better.
Nicola : It's still is, i think i worry too much, i know what i'll say is not good at all, but i'll enjoy it
Claudia : We don't have to always be good, you're my bestie and i hate to see you like this, i know that you will never dare do something to break his relationship, but don't torture yourself
Nicola : I love you.... So much
Claudia : I love you too so so much Nic
Tomorrow.... She'll have to start acting even off camera, her secret shall be protected.
She will keep being that fun girl, makes jokes.... Makes him laugh.... Be there for him when he needs her..... Watch him from far away.... Hear his sweet voice that makes all her body fall apart but still manage to act somehow normal.
But she's happy afterall, she feels that it's enough for her, he would never look at her as a women, she'll always be the friend he care for, and that's enough, all she really needs is him, looking at him, touch his hands sometimes, steal a quick hug while taking pictures.
Little does she know that Luke was never insensitive to her charms, this set will carry many surpises for them both, that they're not even ready for.