My Doll

Chapter 2

"Where have you two been" Jimin teased his hyungs as they walked in the cafeteria together "No where" Jin said with a serious tone Jin put on his hood and got lunch "You know the drill baby" Jin began taking his food off his tray and giving it to the boy but was stopped "Namjo-" Yoongi tried to stop Namjoon but he didn't listen

"He doesn't have to give you anything" Namjoon stood infront of Jin crossing his arm tilting his head leading Felix to laugh "You don't know me back off" Felix growled but Namjoon stayed in his spot "It's ok Namjoon I'm used to it" Namjoon could hear it in Jin voice that he was trying his best not to cry

"No" Namjoon pushed Felix back when he tried to walk up on Jin "So Kim you need your boyfriend to stick up for you like your-" Yoongi stopped Felix before he could finish "Shut up Felix" Yoongi glanced at Jin who was on the verge of crying before looking back at Felix "Oh your right I meant he's a replacement of your brother" Felix laughed as Jin pushed through the boys to go out the cafeteria before they saw him cry Namjoon followed behind him

"Yoongi let's go" Jimin yelled out to stop Yoongi from punching Felix Yoongi only ever listened to Jimin the bad thing about this school they don't interfere with problems "Jin" Namjoon called out quietly as he heard Jin singing in the music studio

~Is it okay if I open my eyes and put you in?~
두 눈을 뜨고서 널 담아도 괜찮은 걸까

~I suddenly think, are you looking at me right now?~
문득 생각해 너도 날 지금 보고 있을까

~Will you find out even my painful wounds?~
내 아픈 상처까지 네게 다 들키진 않을까

~I'll be around you, I'll be by your side~
네 주위를 맴돌게 네 곁에 있어 줄게

~I will be your light all for you~
네 빛이 되어 줄게 all for you

~In the bright day and in the dark night~
환한 낮에도 까만 밤에도

~you who protect me~
내 곁을 지켜주는 너

~Even when I'm sad and when I'm sick~
슬플 때에도 아플 때에도

~you just shine on me~
그저 날 비추는 너

~More than any other words than saying thank you~
어떤 말보다 고맙단 말보다

~i will be by your side~
난 너의 곁에 있을게

~Much brighter in the dark night~
캄캄한 밤에 훨씬 더 환하게

~I will protect you~
너의 곁을 지킬게

"I wish I was there to protect you and you didn't have to protect me" Jin cried not knowing Namjoon was there "Jin what did he mean by that" Jin didn't answer he just reasted his head on the tallers shoulder "N-Nothing" Namjoon didn't know Jin that well but he knew there was something special about his owner he didn't ask anymore question he could tell how uncomfortable Jin was talking about that topic

Jin and Namjoon attended their classes Jin didn't talk to anyone but Namjoon for the rest of the day "Come on we can finally go home" Jin hand found it's way to Namjoon when he did he got this weird feeling he hasn't felt in a while he hasn't felt anything in years he felt cared for....loved once again

"School is unique" Jin chuckled silently at the way Namjoon slumped on the couch "The guys are coming over later" Jin said before walking onto the bathroom everyday he looks in the mirror he feels regret he feels his past the pain all over

"Can you open the door" Jin said in his normal cold voice Namjoon wondered why he talked so rudely to everyone but him "Yoongi Hyung" Namjoon greeted Yoongi immediately "Hi Namjoon" Jimin said bitterly as Yoongi just laughed knowing Jimin was jealous "Are you guys coming or do you plan on eating out there" The boys walked in while Jin placed the bowls of Beef Kimchi Stew on the table

"This is good who taught you" Jin looked down after Namjoon asked the question all the boys stopped eating for a minute when they saw Jin reaction "I'll be back" Jin walked to his bedroom hiding his face "I'll talk to him" Namjoon went into the same room Jin went into while the boys continued eating and talking

"Jin I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend you" Although Namjoon didn't know what he was apologizing for he knew he hurt him "You didn't" A small voice spoke from the bed sitting in the left corner "Why are you crying then" Namjoon voice carried worry and question "Come here" Jin made spot for Namjoon on the bed "My dad and my brother taught me" Namjoon found himself smiling when Jin held his hand

"Why is that so sad then" Jin felt the pain all over again the regret "Th-They died" Jin bit his lip to stop himself from crying "It's- you don't have to talk about it now" After the boys left Jin and Namjoon talked all night "When I was-" Namjoon stopped when he saw a sleeping Jin hugging his side "Don't go" Jin mumbled on Namjoon chest "You're half asleep you don't know what your saying" Namjoon tried to get up but Jin tighten his grip on Namjoon waist pulling him back down

"I do and I'm asking you to stay" Namjoon layed next to Jin and let the older cuddle him "Goodnight Koya" Jin mumbled again before going to back to sleep Namjoon dozed off after assuring Jin was asleep

Jin didn't want to admit it but while being with Namjoon he felt something inside something he thought shattered and left him years ago he felt shameful to be a little happy again in his head he had no right to be happy not after what happened

When Namjoon woke up he felt himself being held down a smile creeped on his face when he saw a sleeping beauty hands wrapped around his waist as if it was the last hug he'll ever get