Best Friend- Stacie x YN pt1

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by Bsteinfeld

by Bsteinfeld

~~Stacie's pov~~
I was holding hands with my girlfriend, Aubrey. As much as i loved her. I loved YN more. I tried to pretend that Aubrey wasn't Yn, but it was impossible. Everything i do, i think of YN. No matter what i do, all i think about is YN. Even when I'm Aubrey, I'm crazy over Yn. It's really hard to be in love with your best friend, fellow Bella, and Aubrey's best friend. I loved her more than a friend, but she didn't feel the same way. I knew that. But why would she? Why would she fall for a girl like me? But honestly, Aubrey is a great person, shes just... Very controlling, and.....i don't know. There just isn't a lot of feelings there, than there are with me and YN. I care for Aubrey a lot. I really do, but....YN, she's just...so perfect. But i don't know....maybe I'll end up with her, maybe u won't. We'll see.
When i was walking with Aubrey, i saw YN hanging out with her sister, Beca in a cafe.
"Oh look! There's YN and Beca! Let's go say hi" Aubrey dragged me over to the cafe, and we sat in the same booth as them.
"Hey YN! Hi Beca!" I said in an enthusiastic voice.
"Hey Stace. How are you?" YN made eye contact with me and smiled. I felt like i blushed a bit, but maybe i didn't.
"I'm good yeah." I couldn't focus my mind. Every time I turned to look at Aubrey, all i could see was YN. Maybe that was a little crazy, but it's true.
"Cool. Cool. Uh, Becs?" I heard YN whisper, it was pretty loud, so...i wouldn't call it eavesdropping.
"Mhm?" Beca mumbled.
"I'm gonna go. Okay?" YN looked like she was having an anxiety attack or something. And i knew i was the only one who knew how to help.
"Oh okay. Are you okay?" Beca was concerned, her sister never acted like that.
"Hey Stace?" I heard YN call me. I looked up from the table and smiled.
"Yeah?" I mumbled.
"Can you come with me, please?" YN gulped. She was afraid of asking that question. I nodded quickly. We both got up from the booth.
"Sorry Aubrey. I'll call you later." I waved by and me and YN walked out the door. YN got into her car and i got into the passenger seat.
The car ride was silent. But it wasn't normal. "YN? Where are we going?" I asked her, but she didn't say anything, all i could see was her hand fidgeting. I placed my hand on her hand and she looked at me. I smiled and she smiled. We arrived at...the beach? Oh right, the beach calms her down. We got out of the car and walked on the sand. She grabbed a hold of my hand as we walked. When we found a good spot, we sat down.
"Are you going to tell me what happened back there?" I asked, turning to face her.
"Uh. I just....i just needed to be with you for a while." YN made eye contact with me, i couldn't but smile. We held it for a while. It was almost like, the world stopped for a moment, and everything around us didn't matter anymore.
I could feel YN getting closer to my face. I leaned in and kissed her. Then i felt her kiss back, her soft lips on mine. Her strawberry chapstick taste on my tongue. My new favorite taste. I pulled away to catch my breath I didn't know i was holding.