𝐊𝐚𝐢𝐣𝐮 𝐎𝐧𝐞-𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬: 𝐆𝐨𝐝𝐳𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬

13| Destoroyah(fem) x Manda(fem) - Entries

Journal Entry #6: My Best Friend... maybe.
    The date is 1934 as I'm writing this. My mother sent me off to school this morning as the bus came and picked me up. When we arrived, I saw my best friend, Destiny, waiting for me outside the building. The boys laughed at us as we arrived, making jokes that we should be at home with our mothers cooking and cleaning. She just growled at them, scowling and we walked in. We settled into the girls side of the classroom. We were situated in the back, because we were "lower class," but it's completely fine. I like the back anyways. I can daydream about Destiny as long as I want.
    She is my best friend. She has been with me since we were both little girls, and I adore her very much. We're thirteen and fourteen now, her being older, and I think I'm starting to like her. I know it's not allowed where I am, Mother disagrees with two women being together. But I do not care what mother says. She is simply a disturbance to me. When I'm old enough, I'll move out, get a job, and live the life of my dreams with Destiny. It's only if she likes me back.

Diary Entry #5: Manda.
   Today is June 4th, 1934. I walked Manda into school this morning, after some boys harassed us. But, Manda showed no effect or emotion. That was just how strong and confident she was. I love her, only as a friend though. Well, maybe. You see, I've been feeling different for her lately. God only knows if she likes me back, she probably thinks i'm disgusting, that I'm a freak. But then again, she seems too nice to be like that.
I'll never tell her, I can't. I'm too scared. I know I'm big and strong, like my dad, who says I should go to school and learn, he'd hate for me to stay at home, but he'll probably also think I'm a freak. Ever since Mother died a few years ago, he's become a different person. But I still love him. I also love Manda.
But I'm too scared. I love her, and I also miss her. Even though we see each other every day at school, I still miss her every time I go home.