Its the 27.07.2021 exactly 4:30 am i have school today but i didnt wanted to go so i skipped school to go to my favorite place. I told my mum that i will go to school but well i didnt. I need almost an hour to get to that spot so i walked with my headphones vibing to the music. Its 5:30 and i was there and just sit there and looking down. After an hour there was a little tap on my back so i turned to see a guy with an bright smile. I took of my headphones because i thought he wanted my help like to tell me witch way he need to go to get somewhere but he just didnt say anything.. After 1 minute of silent i asked him "can i help u" he just shook his head and sat next to me. I just keept looking down till he asked "u like this bridge dont u" i just said "yeah... Its kind of my favorite place to be you know" he just smiled and said "yeah i like that spot too it was my son's favorite place too" it was silent for some minutes again till i asked him "what happend to ur son why dont he like this place anymore". I saw a tear roll down his face he said "my son's boyfriend cheated on him a year ago, so he got into depression...you know i never liked it to know that my only son was gay so i almost screamed at him everyday that he's a disappointment..but i didnt knew he suffered with depression till the police rang at my dor and told me he killd hisself at this spot.." i was shooked because my boyfriend cheated a year ago too and my parent's dont accept me being gay too.. i said "im so sorry sir, but ur son forgave u im pretty sure about that and he still loves u sir" he just looked at me smiling and said "thank u, i dont see nice kids like u all day" smiling i said "thank u sir" he just stood up saying "see u some day again take care kid" smiling i put my headphones back on. I wamted to stay there longer so i was there till 3pm. I went back home, surely my parents waited for me to yell at me because my teacher called them and told them, that i wasnt in school. My mum just yelled "UR A DISAPPOINTMENT FOR BEING GAY AND NOW U ALSO SKIP SCHOOL" my dad looked at me saying "ur not our kid. How do we deserve this a gay kid who skips school GET OUT" . I ran away to the bridge again crying.. it was around 8pm already my head just said "do it, u dont deserve earth." I still cryed... I stood up and climbed over the frame till i heard a voice of a man saying "don't do it.." i turned around to see the man from later. He said "you'll be okay".. I said hesitantly "but I dont think will be okay, i dont think I ever will be okay again.." he screamed "YOU WILL! U WILL FIND UR LOVE SOME DAY" "maybe u have a hard time right now but it will be okay soon i promise " i just said.."maybe i dont deserve it to be loved " i smiled and.... Jumped down. My bridge will always be my favorite place..
