Allesandra Gael's Possession (Bitch Girls Series#1)

CHAPTER # 75

(Forgiveness...)

"Kainin mona 'tong malunggay, Allesandra, para kay baby, kahit para kay baby nalang." Daver sat beside me before smiling, he's now handing a spoon with that malunggay, eh ayoko nga non, ayaw namin ni baby non.

Siniringan ko siya sabay nguso ng aking labi. "Kumakain naman ako niyan, pero ayaw ko talaga ngayon, parang ayaw ni baby." Hinimas ko ang tiyan ko sabay tingin sakanya, mahina naman siyang napabuntong hininga bago marahang nilagay ang kaniyang kamay sa ibabaw ng aking tiyan na ngayon ay medyo nakaumbok na. Maligalig siyang ngumiti at sa kagulat gulat ay bigla nalang niyang hinila ang mukha ko bago ako magaan na hinalikan.

"Kahit kalahatiin molang, kailangan talaga ni baby ng gulay na'yan." Kinagat niya ang ilong ko. "Pampa gatas din 'yan, Allesandra, para kahit matagal pang lumabas si Acre, magkakaroon na siya ng sisipsipin." He said then point my breast, my mouth form after that and intellectually look at him.

I pointed my breast too, I don't even think for baby feeding a baby using my own boobs, does it hurt? That's the question always run on my mind, I saw a lot of photo of a mother in Facebook and part of I see is how their baby pull their nipples, what if my baby do that in mine? Ano nalang ang sakit non?

"Hindi naman siguro magiging masakit 'yun, alam kong kaya mo'yun. At isa pa, para din naman kay Acre, mabubusog siya don kaya huwag kana munang mag-isip ng kung ano anong bagay." I sigh, despising myself for the melodramatic thought inside my mind. If I've been start breastfeeding my child, I know I can maintain it, I couldn't stop the baby from drinking because he need that in order to be full and fast growing.

"Pero pwede ba natin siyang padedehin sa bote? Paminsan minsan lang naman?" Mabuti ng tinatanong ko si Daver about sa anak namin, I do some research about being pregnant and mother but I want to least more idea from the real person who saw those kind of treatments. I know Daver saw his mother before how to better deal with a baby because he's having three younger siblings and I know he'd seen how his mother evaluate them from the start. 

He nodded slowly, "Pwede naman, pero mas better kung sisimulan niyang mag bote kapag nasa mid 4 months na siya, mas maganda kasi ang paglaki ng bata kung purong gatas ng ina ang naiinom nila." His aversion make me smile, I knew it, he has a lot of ideas about doing these things.

"You've look like more mother to me," I said then smile, he mourned before pouting his lips.

"Gusto lang kitang samahan maghanda para sa pagdating ni baby," after saying that he lean down over my stomach before putting his ear on my abdomen. "....kailan ba natin malalaman ang gender ng magiging baby Santos ko?" I smile as I heard what he's talking, baby Santos? How good it in my ears.

"Maybe more months, 5 to 6, little bit of waiting, cream." I gasped when I feel his hand in my thighs, he's pulling it up to my dress.

"Buuin pa natin si Acre?" My brows narrowed upon after hearing what he said, after that his hand travel more until it's reached to my hips up to my waist. He smile at me downfully reason why both of my brows met upon and smote his hand. I am pregnant for pete's sake.

"Maaga pa, mamayang gabi nalang!" How could I be so foolish while saying those words, I just said enough that I am pregnant but here I am now and wanting him to be in our bed again, but who care, the doctor said it's safe, my baby will made so much complete after doing safe sex, though we weren't do it more hard, we need to take more care since I am carrying life.

"Nagbibiro lang ako, yum. Pero may gusto talaga akong gawin," at may gusto din akong sipain ngayon, napaka libog naman ng lalaking 'to, hindi makapag pigil.

"Tantanan mo'ko, Daver, ah!" Singhal ko sakanya bago siya masamang tinignan, tumingin ako sa mangkok na hawak niya, kinuha ko 'yon at basta nalang kumain, parang baliw yung baby sa loob ko, ayaw daw nung una tapos ngayon kumakain na, ikaw talaga baby, I am so excited to greet you welcome here in our good world.