The Silent Whispers

I'm not crazy..... I promise

 I stormed out of the classroom and made my way to the back entrance of the school that was supposed to be shut down. A few years back i broke the wooden boards that were on the door. I realized it lead straight to my house. Which  made me wonder why they blocked this, out of all exits, off. Did something happen in the past? Hmm, i'll never know. I opened the door and shield my eyes as the morning sun shined down onto my eyes. I pulled my sweater off and threw it on the ground. It was getting hotter and hotter each hour and i wasn't in the mood for a heat stroke.

   Making my way down to the river by my house, i jumped over bear traps and dead animals. I felt pity for them for awhile before moving on. "Aw look at that! dead animals. boohoo, get over it jackass. They sure as hell didn't care about you. Neither does anyone else." I heard Pandora say. I decided to name the main voice that because well... in one Greek story, Pandora was the first mortal woman on earth. Anyway, Zeus commanded Hephaistos and the other gods to create a woman, pandora, and endow her with beauty and cunning. Basically, in my head, Pandora was a beautiful, cunning, evil and vindictive person... er... voice.  whatever.  

Once i got down by the river, i heard a huge SNAP! 

  I jumped and turned around quickly. I was half scared and half pissed that someone might have followed me . Plus, i was dangerously close to my house.If my parents found out i skipped school, i would never hear the end of it. "You idiot. They don't care about you! The-"  Another voice, this time a males voice said. I yelled at the voice mentally and listened closely.

"You know, you walk really fast for a girl" I heard a muscular voice say. I jumped ten feet high before turning around toward the way i came. I saw damon materialize from the trees and walk toward me. He was holding something in his hand while smiling at me. I never really noticed it before but he didn't have bright green eyes as i thought he had. His eyes were actually a very pretty hazel. He finally made it up to me and handed me my sweater. "Here. you dropped this on your way over here. Sorry for following you...." He said, scratching the back of his head. He flashed a pretty white smile at me before turning to go. "Thanks....." I whispered before turning back to the water. "No problem. But can i ask you a quick question?" Damon asked, walking back over to me, carefully stepping. I guess he knew there were bear traps near here.

   "Go ahead.... by the way, no need to watch where your stepping at. No bear traps over here." I told him in a hushed tone. He smiled again and nodded. I walked over to the water and sat down by it. Damon followed and did the same. "Okay one, why do you talk so quiet? Like as if someone would yell at you if you talked in a normal voice....." I looked down before answering. "I've talked like this since i was little. I'm not much of a talker." He put a hand on my shoulder carefully and frowned. My skin prickled as his warm fingers touched me. "oh... well. you can talk as loud as you want with me! Just use your outside voice!" Damon talked a little louder. For the first time in months.... in years, i smiled. I don't know why. Maybe because he was being rather stupid... or because i actually liked him. I know i know.... i just met the guy but he's not like the other guys at school.He's................... Different.

   Deep down inside, it scares the living shit out of me but i can't control my feelings. "Hey! look! you smiled! aw you do have emotions!" Damon said in the sweetest voice possible. I punched him in the chest playfully, ignoring all the voices in my head telling me it was a very bad idea to start to develop feelings for him. Now your probably asking yourself... Why can't she develop feelings for a guy? Isn't that something that every teenage girl goes through? And that's where your wrong. I'm not like every teenage girl. I wish i was. I belong in a mental hospital with the rest of those crazy ass people. "You're an idiot! i do have emotions.... i just never show them sometimes." I told damon once he stopped laughing. His hazel eyes landed on my light green eyes for awhile. "My sister told me about you. Say's you're supposedly crazy in the head. That's not true right?" My smile turned into a frown once he told me that. I turned away from him and got up off the forest floor. I quickly walked away from him, only to have him catch up to me.

  "Hey listen!" He yelled at me, trying to make me stop. "No, I've listened enough. Leave me alone and go back to school." I yelled at him. I could here the voices once again, taunting me and teasing me. I held the urge to yell out at them to leave me alone go to someone else's head. "No. i don't think you're crazy. I think your the total opposite. I don't listen to my sister. My whole life she's been bossing me around, telling me who i should hang out with. It get's annoying. I think..... i think your beautiful in your own way. And no.... i don't say that to every single girl i meet. I promise. Now please just tell me..... Are you crazy. Because if you are i promise not to treat you any different." I stared at him in shock for a minute before the wind and the smell of his cologne and the earth around us brought me back to earth. I tried to form words but nothing came out of my mouth. Damon ran his fingers through his brown shaggy hair and his frowned deepened. "Well... are you?" He urged me to answer him.

   "No. I'm not crazy....... I promise." I said with fake smile. Hell yeah i was crazy! But was i telling him that? Hell no. I'm not telling him anything about me. But there's something screaming at me that he's not what he's all cracked up to be. 

A/N: I had all of this written down already on quotev.com so that's why i'm updating everything today. Whenever i update on quotev i'll copy and paste it onto wattpad. I hope you enjoyed this so far! 

~Nuclear Angel