Don't go (boyxboy)

Andrews sadness

~Andrews POV~

I woke up sore and bloody, scent of metallic hung in the air. I was sticky and I knew what happened. My head aches and my mouth is dry. I got up, slowly and In a lot of pain. I got up to go to the shower and whimpered as I felt the opened flesh hit the cool air. I shut the door, stripping my pants off and looked at myself. I traced my scars from my surgery and turned around looking at my fresh new wounds my mom created. They bled and haven't stopped. I turned the water on slowly getting into the shower, sucking in my breath quickly at the sharp pain going through my body.

~Bradens POV~

After talking to Kilian I understand Andrew so much better, not that I didn't before but I didn't understand the whole surgery and T thing. (Testosterone) All I knew is that I needed to find Andrew soon. He better be home is all I know. I started getting my shit together and headed to Andrews house. I approached it looking at the place. It didn't have this homey feel like usual. I entered the door looking around at the discarded beer bottles, lighters and garbage. Walking up the stairs I heard the shower and sighed knowing that his moms car was gone it had to be Andy. I opened the door to his room and saw a shirt laying next to a pool of blood stained into the carpet. I imagined what what down and whimpered in sadness. I heard a clang come from the bathroom along with a scream and another bang. I rushed into the bathroom seeing his pale body weak and trembling on the floor of the tub. I shut off the water, scooping him into my arms and rocked him. "Andrew? Are you ok?" He blinked deepening in a bright blush.

~Andrews POV~
My body aches but I felt somehow safe in his arms even if Im naked. His body was warm against mine, I liked it. Clinging tightly I realized I was bawling. Just releasing tears all over Braden's shirt. As safe as I felt I knew I had to stop this.. But I couldn't. Braden gently lifted my chin and wiped my tears, his hands soft and ever so light against my face. "Andrew, please tell me what happened. Please, sweet angel.." He leaned down and before I knew it his lips were on mine, soft and sweet. I was surprised, I didn't know what to do but, my lips surely did. I started to kiss him back. Not tongue, but just a deep loving kiss. I was in so much bliss, high off his sweetness. He stopped and blushes turning away.

~Braden's POV~
I loved it so much, the softness of his kiss, the taste of his lips on mine, how he made whimpers without realizing, looking back I blushed. "I.. I couldn't help it." I scratched the back of my head and smiled shyly. His eyes sparkled and we just looked at each other's faces for the longest time, soaking in how we look, every line and every dimple. His jaw line was sharp and adorable. The little crinkle he gets when he furrows his eyebrows. Whispering softly I looked away towards his clothes. "Can I clean your cuts.. Then you can get dressed to get some rest." He nodded and got up, slipping on his boxers and I couldn't help but stare, not in a perverted way but, his hip bones jutted out. A lot and even if mine did that, his were so cute. I looked away noticing how much my body was enjoying that. I searched through the cabinet finding rubbing alcohol and cotton balls. "Ok lay down, hun. It might sting though." He shrugged and laid onto the floor. Kneeling down next to him I dabbed the cotton ball full of the rubbing alcohol and gently dabbing it against his back, the cuts so deep and nasty. I held him still at his hip and felt him stiffen. "I won't hurt you.." He closed his eyes and I finished cleaning him, helping him up. "I.. I'll go wait in your room." I walked away into his room and laid on his bed, burying my face on his pillow, smelling. He had such a sweet scent.. Honestly it was beautiful. I heard a giggle from the door and I blushed. "U..Uh are you smelling my bed??" He laughed at me and I glared at him. "Just come lay down, I'll wait here to make sure you're safe till you wake up, yeah?" He nodded and he wriggled his way into his blankets. I smiled and he kept tossing and turning trying to fall asleep. Looking at him I couldn't help it, I grabbed his waist softly and hugged around it, spooning him tightly to me and held him. He stiffened at first not sure what to do, eventually I felt him relax and before I knew it we were both in happy bliss, sleeping in each other's arms.