I miss you (on hold)

Im sorry red

Tw- death, violence, homophobia (not exactly)

CHAPTER ONE
I'm so sorry red

Phoenix's pov

I'm currently on my way to tell my boss I've failed
my mission i could not kill Juliet so instead i'm going to give myself up too him i have to protect Juliet i never should have taken this mission in the first place I regret it so fucking much but before i go to my boss im going to Juliet's house to say goodbye and give her a box of letters i had written to her over this past year.

You may be wondering how I ended up in this situation so a year ago today i was sent on a mission to kill a girl named Juliet Anderson my plan was to fake date her so i could close to her and kill her well my plan failed and about a month in i realized i had actually fell for her I started writing letters to her i had a year to complete this mission and if I couldn't kill her than he would himself so i am going to do anything i can to protect her.

I get to Juliet's house and I knock on her door and she answers it a couple seconds later "Oh hey Phoenix!" She said with a smile on her face a smile that could light up the whole world. "Hi Juliet." I say smiling back at her. "Hey so um i know how this is going to sound but im moving really far away" i say as my smile is wiped from my face. "Wait, what like how far away?" She said tears were forming in her eyes. "Like across the country, I'm sorry." I say as soon as I say that tears start falling from her eyes. "Will I ever see you again?" She asks choking on her own sob's. "I don't think I'm so, so sorry." I say as I sit the box down on the ground next to me and I walk closer and hug her trying to muffle my own sobs. Here we were standing in her doorway holding onto each other as tight as we could as both of us were sobbing.

We both pull away from the hug as I bend down to pick up the box of letters. Once I pick up the box I hand it to her. "What is this?" She asks with a confused look on her face. "It is a box of letters I have written to you over the past year, don't open until I'm gone, ok?" I say trying not to cry again. "Ok I won't, I promise." She said pulling me into a gentle hug, I hugged her back. After a bit of time had gone by we both pulled away, I brought my hand up to her face gently cupping her cheeks as I softly kissed her. We stayed like that for a bit until we both pulled away.

"I'm really, really going to miss you." She says to me as tears start welling in her eyes once again. "I'm really going to miss you too." I say as tears start streaming down my face at this point both of us were crying. I wiped my tears away and started to talk again. "Listen to me and listen to me close here no matter where i am and no matter what happens to me just know that i will always love you no matter what and will always be right here by your side no matter where you go in life i will always be here helping you i love you always and forever." I say to her hoping that she doesn't start questioning anything. "I know and I love you too, so much." She says as she tries to stop crying. "I have to go now. I'm sorry, goodbye. I love you." I say as I walk up to her kissing her one last time it hurts so much knowing that was the last time I would ever get to kiss her. "goodbye i love you too." She says not even knowing that would be the last time she ever said i love you to me. And with that I was on my way to my boss.

I start walking through the woods to get to where my boss and every one of his accomplices lived. After a bit of walking I get there and I see my boss and everyone else standing outside. "She's back" my boss says with a huge grin on his face. "I failed my mission but i have a proposal you don't ever go after Juliet again and you kill me instead." I say staring my boss in the eyes. "You fell in love with the girl didn't you?" He says with a disgusted look in his eyes. "I knew you wouldn't be able to do it but I guess I accept your proposal. I won't ever go after Juliet again as long as I get to kill you." He says with a pleased look on his face. "Yes you get to kill me whatever just stay the fuck away from Juliet you hear me asshole." I say with a mad look on my face. "Yes I will stay away from Juliet so that means I get to kill you let me go grab my sword I'll be back!" he says with a huge grin, a grin that I know all too well.

He comes back a couple minutes later with a long sharp silver sword, the same sword he tried to kill me with when I was twelve. That sword holds some of my worst memories. "Hey you two!" He shouts at these two dudes that I had never seen before. "Hold down the girl!" He says then next thing I know the two guys that were once far away from me were now right beside me grabbing my arms and legs holding me down just like my boss had told them to do. At this point I knew there was nothing i could do to stop him so i just accepted my fate cause I knew I wouldn't be able to live with myself knowing im the reason that something bad happened to Juliet. I see my boss coming towards me with the sword in his right hand. He stops right in front of me. I closed my eyes bracing myself for what was about to go down. "I'm so sorry, red." I whisper.

A couple seconds later i feel something sharp go right through my heart i new it's was the sword suddenly every sound around me turned in to ringing I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't move or talk i felt like i was paralyzed until everything just ends my mind goes blank, i don't hear anything at all anymore, I can't feel anything everything just fades and with that i was gone. "And with that phoenix is dead."

A/N
So I decided to write a new story I hope you guys enjoy this let me know if you liked it and what I can do to improve my writing in the comments :)- Phoenix