Always Beside You

10] Confessions of love ❤️

Chanyeol pov :

I was waiting for him to open his eyes and look at me but he closed his eyes and refused to open the eyes, his ears turned red and his cheeks too.

That means he is shy because of the kiss.

I can't believe that I really kissed him.

"Kyungsoo, please open your eyes, I am sorry if I did not ask for your permission to kiss you first, I am really sorry," I said to him, as I placed my hand on his cheek and then he opened his eyes and looked at me with his doe-eyes.

"It's not like that actually this was my first kiss that you take it from me." He said and made me really happy inside because I took his first kiss, that means he is so pure that he didn't kissed before, he is really coming for me from heaven,

thank you kyungsoo for waiting for me,

I know you don't know that I love you and it's happened really fast but it's okay.

"really it was your first kissed kyungsoo?" I ask him in unbelievable expression, on that he just nods and I immediately engulfed him in my embrace,

he is stunned on my action but relaxed immediately as I placed my hand on his head and brush his hairs,

"thank you kyungsoo" I said to him and he breaks the hug and look into my eyes and tilted his head, "why?" He asks and I think he is cute because his confused expression is very cute, like a little curious child,

"nothing, just know that I want you to be mine, can you give me a chance that I can prove I can be a good boyfriend that you expected" he only looked at me with his doe-eyes,

cute,

"chanyeol are you asking me out?" He ask me and I grin and nod my head as yes,

on that he looked at me and said "chanyeol I don't want to be in relationship right now because I have my goals that I want to achieve, and I don't want to disappoint my father's and make relationship behind his back and the most important I don't have time for relationship" I only looked at him my smile get flat on his reasons but one thing is that he wasn't said that he don't like me,

that means he also like me too, only has problem with his achievements and dad that he doesn't wants to disappointed in him,

"kyungsoo I know you being afraid of what your father will thought if he find out but I want to say is, I only want to try for our relationship, not in rush but taking baby steps, first we will know each other properly like what we like and dislike what we have in similar and I make sure to not to distract you from you studies so like that we can start our dating" I make my point to him,

he only looked at me, I don't know but right now I can't read kyungsoo's mind, he has expressionless face while only stared at me then "chanyeol if I say I want time to think about it, will you gave me?" He ask me, while playing with his fingers on his laps and making I contact with me,

I smile and "yeah of course I will gave you, your time because I know how fast I ask you about it, but the reason is only i don't want to lose you, I want you in my life kyungsoo, please understand me" I said as I placed my hands on his cheeks and cupped it and looked into his eyes and with that, he has tears in his eyes not that much but perk up the corner of his eyes,

I don't know why he has tears but I feel pain in my chest on looking at him "thank you chanyeol for understanding me and I will tell you as my mind will clear i will tell you my answer okay" he said and that made me smile and he smile back to me and we only looked at each other for 5 sec and then we make our way towards his apartment,

after 20 minutes we reach his apartment and then I stop the car in front of his apartment and then he looked at me "thank you chanyeol for what today you did for me, if you don't mind would like to come to have some water or tea?" he asked me and looked at me for an answer.

"Of course, I would love to have some tea with you and don't thank me, it's me who helped myself from losing you," I said as I take his hand in my and kissed the back of his hand and then open my car door, hop out of the car and make my way to his side and open the door, he comes out from the car, I closed the car door and then locked the car, make our way to his apartment.

But suddenly he stopped midway and placed his hand on my bicep, I looked at him "what happened kyungsoo?" I asked him in a panicked voice and placed my hand on his shoulder, half hugged him from the side.

"Once again, I feel dizzy," he said, just with that I take him from the ground in bridal style, he circle his arm around my neck, I looked at him, he is already looking at me, I drown in his eyes, he has really beautiful eyes, please kyungsoo be mine, please answer positively, I really want to be always by your side from this to onwards I love you, "kyungsoo?" Then we broke our eye contact, I looked at the front door, there yixing hyung was standing, one hand on the doorknob.

"Hyung, you are back," Kyungsoo said with a smile on his face.