Thoughts

Too Loud

Am I too Loud?

Is that why?

Am I too energetic?

People say they like me

They hang out with me

They say they like my energy

But do they really?

Is because I speak before thinking?

Because I let some things slip out?

Because I seem to not be able to keep secrets?

Or because others are more interesting?

They have bigger problems

More to say

They're life is more important

More interesting

More mature

I want to be included

I want to have conversations

I want to feel listened to

But no one seems to genuinely listen...

I want to talk about things with them

But...

maybe I'm just Too loud