Chapter 10

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I can't take it anymore. My life is pointless. I pop seven pills in my mouth. I swallow it. Say I die over it, whatever. My head starts to pound I don't know what to do. I am freaking out. I made a terrible decision. I try to call my aunt but she's not answering. I call 911. I don't even remember them getting there. I think I might've blacked out. Wake up in the hospital. I'm hooked up to some machines. A nurse comes in.
"What were you thinking?" She asked
"I was thinking that my life was nothing"
"Why would you think that?"
"I miss my parents. I had a bad day at school. My life isn't it getting any better. I know it was stupid. "
My aunt comes in. She's talking to the doctors. I apologize to her. I hope she's not mad. That's very unlikely.
I don't go to school the next day.
My aunt is taking me to a psychologist.
I need to "Express my my self" . What?!? My aunt brings me breakfast. Waffles and egg Benedek.
"What's the occasion?" I ask.
"Does there need to be a occasion?" She asks.
"I guess not"
She puts a tray on my lap.
She hands me a cup of French vanilla coffee.
"Thank you" I say.
"No problem" she replies.

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