Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 5: I ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ..

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Warning: Language, blood

1 month later

Morning

Yang's Pov
As I got up out of bed, I looked at the time so I could see how close it was to breakfast.

It was 5:21 am. Man, I guess I woke up later than usual. I get nine hours of sleep if I'm lucky enough.. my usual hours of sleep is around six or  five, maybe even three, but that's fine. I mean I can live with that. It's not the worst for me. After all, some people just get two hours of sleep.

Suddenly I felt an agony In my stomach, it was like a stomachache but worse. Maybe it's because I give most of my food with Yin, even though he insists that I can eat I say that I'm not hungry. I mean I am kinda fat. I should get skinnier anyways.

I wish I had someone to turn to. But why can't I? BECAUSE I DON'T NEED FUCKING SYMPATHY. Besides, can I really trust anyone? I mean, I have trust issues for a reason.. and I feel fucking selfish. People have worse lives than me. That is what our father taught me.

UGH, WHY AM EVEN TAKING THAT OLD HAG'S ADVICE!? I DON'T NEED HIS FUCKING HELP. I DON'T NEED HELP. I DON'T NEED ANYONE'S FUCKING HELP. I DIDN'T NEED A STUPID STUFFED ANIMAL AFTER ALL!

As I cried into my pillow, I got up, and pretended the pain was gone. Because crying will not get me anywhere, it just makes you more weak. That's what mom told me. I miss her. No sobbing for now. And I shouldn't be thinking about negative thoughts. But they won't go away? ugh, I'll find a better solution for my fucking problems, for now I should just think about what to do right now.

I brushed my teeth and then thought about how long breakfast will be. So then I can tell Yin when it is time to eat!

I saw that it was now 6:26 am. So that means breakfast will be in three hours and forty-four minutes. So what do I do in the meantime? Just cry for a bit? No, I'm joking, HAHA! I'm so fucking funny! Yeah.

Oj's Pov
I heard some footsteps from the black and white dude. What was their name? Yin-Yang? Yeah, that was it. Maybe they are already awake? But how? I'm usually the first awake. That's hotel manager life for you! Haha! Ha.

As I went up the elevator, I could here there was music coming from Yin-Yang's room.

When I took a little peak, I saw Yin-Yang, but their eyes were different. They were both white. Maybe that happens when the black one is in full control? Yang is the black one right? Well Yang was listening to music. He was just kinda meditating to the music.. he was crying a bit but just wiped it off.

All of the sudden I saw them floating. And then the boom box started floating as well, I was about to walk away, when I accidentally must have leaned on the door to hard, because I fell into their room.

I waved like I wasn't spying on them. Or him? I don't really know at this point anymore.

All of a sudden, I started floating, I watched as what was happening, I was confused and scared at the same time, I saw Yin-Yang's mouth bleed a bit, but they just wiped it off.

"Why were you spying on me? Were you going to send me and the others back to that fucking asylum? You know we HATED being there." Yang said.

"I swear on my life, I was not going to send you and the rest back to that hell, I just heard you were awake, so I came in and was gonna see what you were up to, I didn't know you were meditating. Also, why were you crying?" I asked.

At first they didn't respond, but then I felt myself rising back to the floor, gently. And then they actually answered me.

"First of all, I was just listening to some music, second of all, you don't need to know why I was crying, that is none of your business." They replied.

"But if you told me, I could help-" they interrupted me.

"No, I don't need help. I don't need anything else from you, you have done enough for me and the others, and I appreciate that" they said, with a tiny smile, which faded away quickly soon after.

I smiled back, and I didn't force them to tell me, after all, that would be kind of rude of me to do that. So I just headed back. I made sure to shut the door, gently.





Later



Paintbrush's Pov
I startled myself, when I saw that I woke up, I sighed. Another day, another chance for me to feel guilty. After all, Oj could have just dumped us on the streets and I would have been fine with that, but now I know I technically live in an apartment. I feel bad. He has to pay extra for us. We are criminals after all. He could have just ratted us out. But he did not do that. That is enough for him to get my trust!

As I got up, I saw that it was 10:05 am.

I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, brush my bristles, and then look at myself.

I looked at myself and saw the dark sacks in my eyes. I put make up so it wasn't visible. I don't like that they show. I get enough sleep. So why are they even there? Whatever.

When I got up, I noticed that Fan was still sleeping, he didn't even have a blanket on him. So what did I do? I did what I would do and put some blanket on him, his body temperature was kinda cold after all, he was also shivering, and I really didn't want to leave him like that. So yeah I did. After I did I left him and went to the elevator to go downstairs and get some breakfast.

Fan's Pov
I heard the door shut, which startled me, so I went to check if Paintbrush was still in here. They weren't. I checked the time on my phone, and it was 10:11 am. So I was about to go get some breakfast downstairs when something stopped me. Someone stopped me..

















(A/N: Yay! Another page done! Welp, I really hope you enjoyed this page. I was crying so what did I have in mind? To listen to sad music and make another chapter! My stomach started hurting while making this so that's fine. Anyways, if you need me, I will be crying, watching YouTube, or thinking about negative thoughts! You can vent to me anytime!!!! Have a nice day!!!)

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