My dear ol' friend!

Chapter 11:

No, no and no. It wasn't save.
Nothing was safe anymore. Not even the room in between my own four walls.
He was there. Whereever I go. Always watching and cackling when I jumped at his sudden behaviour. His laugh would even hunt me in my dreams.
Almost no night would pass without him teorizing me. And even if there would be a hint of glowing peace, he would rip it away from me and leave me in the darkness again.
And to put all this in one...or better two words. It was called Laughing Jack. I learned his name, after some other horrible dreams, which he repeated agin and again.
He had almost full control over my imagination especially when I was asleep so he easily coul manipulate them as well. I could nothing do against his actions.
Only cry and sit there, watching as he introduced me to my greatest nightmares, I didn't even knew before.
He made my nights like terror and sleep, oh I was getting less and less because of my fear of dreaming from him. But that didn't help the slightest in fact it was making it worse, I had hallzuinations and that is much worse than knowing that it was all a drem, and even tho I was scared I knew I would just wake up a bit sweaty and it would take a while to go back to sleep. In my dreams it was often the same, memories of him killing all those people in this tent. But sometimes I would just pop out in some random allyways or even houses only to see him torturing another child. I was horrible the screams of bloody murder. I men litterllyI knew his method of killing all to well by now. He used his claws to rip their small fragile bodys open and he would blow ballons with his intestins like a real clown would do on a birthday part, just with real ballons. The smell always reached my nose and I seemed to be drowning in it. The screms filling my ears, making me almost go deaf, the smell filling my nose making it like I said almost impossible to breathe, but I could still see and ws still cought in this horrible nightmare. He took candys out of his pockets and almost stuffed the kids with it like some teddy or a pinyata (I did it wrong didn't I? :/ ).
Afterwards he would come up to me with bloody claws and blood all over his clothes too. With that my vision always got blurry and I woke up shaking in fear and terror, only to see him smile down at me. Just staring his creepy smile. Another thing that hounted me if he didn't. But the thing is I have some sort of reflex, I automtically smile back without much emotion, his insane glistening stare will never leve his eyes but when I smile back it's the only moment I'm not being afraid. I just loose all my emotions for that short moment. I can't hold it for long tho.
(Sorry another small break, it's real creepy, but if you guys also know these smiling creatures from the backrooms, I always smiled back at them, because I was like "ok now they seem to be less creepier and they also could think that I am like them or some shit?". Yeah that was kinda weird but hey I found out that you really should smile back at them...Sooo yeh, bye...And again sorry for the break.)

After the effect wears out I go back to being scared and want to cry. Another thing I found out is that he is not normal in any kind of way, I mean sure not normal in the head but he seems to be some kind of supernatural being. He can teleport and his look is like his real selfe and not just a costume or something. This also explains what happened at the ... carnival. I think we all know what I mean and I guess we should focus on the here and now, right?

Like I said he is literally terrorizing me. But today I'm trying to get some sleep again. Keep in mind I said TRYING! Because it's around half past eleven and I still can't sleep. One reason being the monstrous tall clown standing in the corner of my room and watching me toss and truning... and the second being my fear of falling asleep.
I just can't control it. But luckily I can still love, so I just take a sleeping pill to knock me out a bit. It helped I slept well but it didn't last. I probably only got good sleep for like 4 hours and I don't remember anything about it so good for me. Sadly right after that that dude got into my dreams again.
Blackness truning into shadows and me standing in another allyway like always.
'I can't anymore!'
"Why that sad face sugar, huh~?" He auddenly asked and stood almost right infront of me.
"Hm?!" I jumped a step back but froze after that.
"Yes you, don't act surprise just bacause I talk to you."
"Wha...what do you want?"
"Hmmm that's a pretty good question!"
Silence was the only thing heard for a while only my breathing was disturbing the piece.
"You know your getting a little boring, I don't like when it's getzing boring, so what to do?~"
He said as he started to circle me.
I was completely losing it he never has been this close since the moment he touched my shoulder in this tent.
My eyes widened and I couldn't help but shake a little bit. After some time tho I came to my senses and tried to contain it.
He spoke again."So how about we visit more than one person today, or we could visit my home, or just...play a game?"
"A ...game?"
"Correct sugar!~ But not something common like hide and seek or something, let's play a more lasting game that will go on gor about a month? Hm~? Whatcha think?"
"No, wh-y?"
Suddenly he atopped behind me and leaned down next to me.
"Now that is not kmportant, is it?"
I shuddered but didn't reply.
"ANSWER ME!" His voice suddenly got a lot darker, I mean it was already dark and raspy, but this? I didn't know that was possible!
I jumped and out of reflex I brought my ellbow behind me and hit his lower stomach. And I had a feeling that this was a big mistake...
Tbc

Ok so sup chicken nuggets,
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