Not much to say except read @cmacassya and @cpaigefield 's fanfics. They're amazing! and updating frequently lol. Well yeah enjoy chapter 17! -SheilaMHoran Oh yeah and there is the most ADORABLE GIF on the side . hehe it's after they won a brit!
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*Emily's POV*
I heard glass break and someone yell "SON OF A BITCH" and the memories I thought were long forgotten had come flooding back
*FLASHBACK*
"Stop! Please!" I screamed in horror clutching my right eye. Glass covered the floor. "Get away!"
"Your useless you bitch. Just like your mother. There's no place for you in this world. You don't belong because all you are us a useless little whore!" My dad yelled at me, hands balled into fists.
I just wanted to cry.
Cry and cry. For hours. I don't care how weak I looked to other people. But I couldn't. He wouldn't let me. If I cried I'd just get beaten worse.
"Get up you hopeless piece of shit." His voice roared making me cower. Mom had no idea this sort of thing was going on. But dad made it clear that if she ever found out I wouldn't live to see another day. I could feel the skin around my eye bruising from when he punched me. I was going to get a black eye. Your strong Emily. Don't let his words get to you. Someday this will all be over. You'll be living a perfect life in a perfect house with perfect friends and a perfect boyfriend who will hopefully become a husband. I thought to myself before I felt a terrible pain in my stomach. "I thought I said get the fuck up!"
I was hyperventilating on the couch. Niall looked like he'd seen a ghost and Cailynn and Cassy are waving they're hands in my face. "W-what's going on?" I asked slightly worried "THANK THE LORD YOU FINALLY WOKE UP. PRAISE GOD!" Cailynn screamed in a southern accent "Well okay then.... anyone like to explain what the actual Hell just happened?" I asked more confused than I was before. "I don't quite know. Hun your crying." Niall pointed out. I didn't realize it till he said it. Then the memories came back again. I got up and looked around frantically and ran up to my room. I need to be alone...I think. I heard a gentle knock at the door "Ems can I come in..?" I heard a familiar Irish accent ask "Yeah.." I said my voice cracking
"Emily what's wrong? What happened?"
"Nothing Niall don't worry about it."
"Tell me"
"I don't want you to think less of me..."
"Tell me Emily"
"My dad... He abused me when I was younger. My mom didn't know so it went on for years. But can we not talk about this..."
"Of course Ems" Niall said wrapping me up in one of his famous 'Horan hugs'. I love his hugs. I love him. He's perfect. I went to pull away from our hug but he just hugged me tighter. I never wanted this moment to end. "I love you" Niall said softly in my ear "I love you too" I replied without hesitation.
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*Cailynn's POV*
Niall said he would handle it. Honestly I think I know what this was about.. I wonder if I'm right. But what would make her start to think of her dad? Anyway Louis and I decided to go to the mall. Bad choice on my behalf. Louis wanted to go in every store so I let him, until we passed victoria's secret. I wanted to go in, he didn't. I shouldn't have made him. Bad choice Cailynn. Bad choice. He ran around playing with all the different types of bras. Why were boys so interested in bras? It bothers me. Oh well.
"Oh my god that shirt is so cute!" I said squeeling "Eh it's okay" Louis said I glared at him. He should know better. I decided to try on the shirt. I came out of the dressing room and said "Louis how does this look?" "Ehhh.. it's okay... I mean I like the other mo-"
"SHUT UP. I THINK YOU MEANT TO SAY 'OH EM GEE CAILYNN YOU LOOK SO GORGEOUS' SO I COULD BE ALL LIKE 'YEAH I KNOW I'M SO BEAUTIMUSS' "
"Oh em gee Cailynn you look so gorgeous" Louis said with a horrified look on his face. "That's what I thought" I said patting his head, messing up his hair "Hmmmph. Don't touch the hair. It was perfect Cailynn! You messed it upppppp." He whined "Oh get over it baby" I said with a wink (double wink. heh Cailynn I bet you laughed when you read this)
"But I think you should try this on!" Louis said holding up a lace set with a cheeky grin "Perv" I laughed "SEXUAL" I heard Morgan yell "Fancy meeting you here!" Louis yell trying to cover up his blush. I don't think other people were meant to hear what he said... Oh well!
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Okay that's chapter 17. chapter 18 should be up soon. chapter 18 has some Miam in it because I feel like I'm pushing them away. Oh and some Marry (Maddy and Harry) and Ed and Benji/Sheila (I NEED A COUPLE NAME FOR THEM. IT'S SO MUCH EASIER TO USE COUPLE NAMES.) So yeah uhhh.... *awkward pause* OH YEAH I FORGOT read Cpaigefield and cmacassya 's fanfics. Well yeah okay bye then! Loooooove, SheilaMHoran
