The Timeline In Dreamland

09 ( The thing )

''Aamin na ba? O aamin sa kaibigan niya bago sa kanya mismo?,,

''What's the thing with you when it cames to gigi?,,

AIZEL'S POV:

Should i say it right now? i mean it has been a days pa lang when my feelings started to show.

God, this is werid. Is it really true that, when this is your first time to fall inlove with a girl it drives you insane?
or maybe not insane, or crazy? i mean that CRAZY word it kinda makes my statement worst.

So, ziel what is with gigi nga?

Joanna Stated her oppinion, after the whole silence within the past few seconds ago.

Look, does love make you crazy?

I said with any doubt at all, due to i want to know if i was not the only encontering this things right now.

She looked at me like she misconceived my statement. And, she put her drink down and answers my question.

Look, love makes you crazy, weak, loyal, and many more things that you never done before for her and it's normal that love makes you crazy on this same times.

At the moment she was talking to me, i kinda feel a bit out of my seat due to the words i was hearing from her that what if i let this feelings to go on what will happen to me now? what if i proff to her that i like but she ignores me? what if she dosent like to a guy that's famous?

And i also feel right now that, i was in the forest of question looking for the answer if should i go on or not?

What if, i tell you i like gillian?

and when flo ( flores) heard me she just gave me an marveled reaction. and all of the sudden she became chattery right at the moment.

What? are you for real?!

She said her own statement, that also at the same time she was going bananas when she heard my statement.

Actually, i also fly of the handle when i saw her reaction. due to there was a lot of people around the café i'm kinda bit scared what if all of them heard her reaction? that she was going nuts. And yes i'm overthinking agin!

Do you mind, could you lower down your voice?

After i said that, i just faked smiled at her.

But seriously? you are catching feelings at her?

I just Sighed at her and nod my head to her just to shut - up her as soon as possible!

what if i say that, it's not just a simple feelings? what if i say i've fallen to her?

She just froze for a minute when she heard my statement agin. And she begins to be prolix agin.

dude, if i were since you're a first timer do the thing that is right ok?

after that she remain calm for a second and yet, i pay attention to her but after she said her statement i've realize that, what if.. on what she said that Do the thing that is right. But i've doubt on what she said that, what if i still go on with this thing cause i think it's the right thing but, what if at the end i will regret this all?

What if, i go on with this cause i know this is the right thing but at the end it's not and i'll regret it after all?

I said all of that without doubt cause ever since i felt that i was inlove with her i've this thoughts inside of my head and every night i was thinking this all over agin.