Unwanted

𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 1: 𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

Shoto Todoroki's POV:

I walked out of the shower and took a towel to dry myself.
I just got home from a Hero mission, it was one that i had to do on my own since Katsuki had signed up for another mission. I got a bit hurt that he went on a mission without me like we used to do but i guess he should be able to do stuff without me.

i put the towel around my waist and walked into my and Katsuki's room and towards my closet.
Before opening it i smiled at a photo that i had put on the door, it was a photo of me and Katsuki on our graduation.
I was smiling and Katsuki was kissing my cheek, in the background you can see Denki falling over the chair and Mina laughing at him.

Once i was done looking at it i opened my closet and picked out a brown hoodie, black/Grey shorts and white shocks that reached my knees.
I looked in the mirror that was on the inside of my closet wall and admire my clothin choice.
I closed the closet doors and as i was going to lay down in our king sized bed i heard the front door slam.
'I guess Katsuki is home' i thought and smiled weakly and started to head out the room to greet him.

I barely see him anymore to be honest. He works really hard to become to number 1 but i think third is a pretty good place.
He comes home around 2 or 4 AM and goes to work at 9 AM. I usually sleep pretty late but sometimes i wake up right before he leaves and i get the chance to say goodbye.
But luckily he takes of work on Friday and Sunday to rest and that's when i take the chance to hang out with him but i also want to let him rest since he is pretty hard working-. but it will get better!

I walk down the stairs and sees him sitting on the sofa looking at the television.
I walk around the couch and sits next to him. "How was work?" I asked and looked at him. "Fine" he answered. He's eyes was clued to television and didn't bother to look at me.
"Good...Hey...It's Friday today" I said hoping if he could remember the days when he used to cuddle each Friday.
"I know" he said.
I felt my shoulders go down a bit but took a breath to keep the hope up.
"How about we watch a movie like we used to?" I asked still looking at him. He let out a sigh and looked at me.
We got eye contact but he's eyes wasn't the once i was hoping to meet. The one's i met were cold, annoyed and irritated. The one's i used to get was warm and so full of love.
"Fine, but i don't want to cuddle. Cuddles is just weird and childish." He said and looked back at the television. 
I felt humiliated, Katsuki knew i loved cuddles...But it's fine maybe he just grew out of it, i will do too soon..
"How about I'll go buy something for us to eat at the supermarket?" i asked and stood up. "alright, buy something good this time." he said.
I nodded not really knowing what to say walked towards the front door. "Oi!" I heard Katsuki shout.
"Yes?" I said and turned back around seeing Katsuki looking me up and down. "Go change. You look like a slut." he said and turned his head back.
My eyes widen a bit at the comment, i looked at my outfit for a pair of seconds but then walking up towards my room to change.
I opened our closet door, the mirror on the door reflected me. I had a tear falling down my cheek but i quickly wiped it off. I looked at my outfit and them back up at my face.
"Do i really look like a slut?" I whispered to myself before i changed into a grey sweater and blue jeans.

I walked down again and put on my shoes. "I'll be going Katsuki" i said and looked over to the sofa he was sitting in but i only got a 'mhm' sound back.
I smiled a bit to myself telling me that he was just tired. I walked out of the house and towards the supermarket. It wasn't very far away from out house, it only took around 5 to 10 minutes to get there.

Once i got into the shop i decided to see if there was any crisps maybe Katsuki could like.
I don't really know what he likes but i took some sour cream, i walked down to the candy's and picked out a chocolate bar and a red bull since i know Katsuki likes those.
I walked to the cashier and got it paid and i also brought a plastic bag to put it in. 
Half way to the house i felt a pair of rain drops falling on my cheeks, i looked up and saw that the clouds were dark.
I walked a little faster hoping it won't start raining yet but i guess i was wrong, the rain came like a lighting and my clothes got wet in a second. It was a big storm but the wind was surprisingly fine it was just the rain that was bothering me.
After 5 more minutes i finally reached the house, i sighed in relief once i got under the little roof we have over the door.
I twisted the door knob but it didn't budge. I tried again but soon realizing it was locked..
I tried to get it open one time more before knocking, hopefully Katsuki could hear me.
'why would he lock it? Maybe he forgot i was out or just locking it because of the storm.' i thought as i knocked.
I took my hands in my pocket to reach for my phone but soon realizing that i left it on the counter when i was tying my shoes. 
I sighed and put the plastic back against the wall of the house. I sat beside it, i felt tears falling down my cheeks but i don't care.
I banged my head in the wall behind me a pair of times before putting my legs up towards my chest and laying my head down.

I miss Katsuki. I miss my Katsuki. 
The one who held me when i was upset, the one who held me in his arms when we fell asleep together.
The one who laughed with me, the one that gave me small cheeks kisses, The one who took me out on dates.

i remember the time when we first moved into our house and he drove me to a private beach in the evening, he had laid a blanket on the sand with fruits, chocolate, flowers and candles.
'It was so beautiful...' i thought as i closed my eyes, falling asleep to the sound of the rain.

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First chapter! I hope you liked it!