Unwanted

Chapter 6:

Bakugou's POV:
(previous/right after Shoto left)

After Shoto left the house i walked up to our or now my bedroom and cried into the bedsheets.
'Why did i have to mess it up. My precious angel' i thought and cried more as i smelled Shoto's scent in the sheets.
I felt pathetic but i just needed to get let it out. After i was done crying it hit me...'Sero? That fucking bastard' i screamed inside my mind as i wiped my tears and ran down in rage, i ran out of the house and into my car and drove towards that motherfuckers house.
'It's his fault! It's his fault Shoto left me.' i thought to myself even though i knew that it was my fault.

Once i arrived outside his house i walked straight in since i knew Sero doesn't lock his front door much.
"TAPE FREAK WHERE THE FUCK ARE U" I screamed and ran around the house trying to find him.
"What?" I heard behind me.
I turned around and saw Sero holding a soda in his hand.
I ran towards him and and punched him onto to ground and started hitting him repentantly. I didn't use my quirk on him though since i knew it would make to much damage on him and i am not a monster, but i did break his rib and nose at least.

Once i my rage had calmed down i stood up. Sero looked at me frightened from the ground. 
"That's what you fucking get for touching what's mine you perv" I said and walked out of his house and back to my car but instead of driving away i just sat there zoning out. 
'I have lost Shoto. I let Sero rape him. I could have helped him, i could have loved him' i thought as all the times we fought played in front of my eyes but also the once we loved each other, but of some reason i can't remember many of the happy memories of us together only the arguments were clear.

I hit the honk in frustration as i felt all the tears fall down my cheeks.

Todoroki's POV:
(Present)

I smiled widely as i walked into my new apartment.
It was was pretty and pretty big for an apartment, the kitchen was big enough for me to walk around in, the living room a quite big and the bedroom was also huge!
'I guess i got lucky with finding an apartment' i thought and put my bags down.  I took a deep breath and looked around the apartment and at all the boxes that was laying on the floor and i suddenly felt really motivated to get it done and so it went. 
I got the unboxing and decorating done after about 3 to 4 hours, i actually thought it would take more then that by i guess i got lucky.
'Maybe this really could be a new start for me' i thought. I smiled to the thought of buying a cat as i laid down in my couch.
A nap wouldn't hurt...

I opened my eyes and yawned and lifted my arms and stretched my muscles out before looking around in my new apartment. I looked at the clock hanging on the wall 03:29 AM it said. 'Shit, i shouldn't mix with my sleeping schedule' i thought and stood up.
I felt like i had to much energy to sleep again so i decided to take my shoes on and go to the supermarket to maybe by some ice cream or soda to eat while maybe watching movie.
'Movie?...Isn't it Friday today?' i thought as i walked out of my apartment feeling the cold breeze hit my skin.
'Movie night with Katsuki...'i thought but as i felt myself going to the edge of tears i shook my head to get the thought out and looked around admiring all the tress i walked past.
I walked through a park, it was beautiful. The green benches really fit in with the color of the grass and tress.
I smiled as i inhaled the cold fresh air before continuing my walk to the supermarket.

After a pair of minutes i got there. It wasn't big but there was for sure Soba in there.
I walked inside meeting warm air that had a welcoming feeling to it and i just felt at the moment that my life was perfect and that i could do anything. It all just felt so peace full of some reason.

I headed to the noddle section and grabbed my favourite.
Just as i turned back around and was about the walk away to the cashier i got eye contact with someone.
An ash blonde male that looked way to similar...'Fuck.' i thought as i realized i was having eye contact with my ex.
I walked or more ran towards the cashier so that i could get out of there as fast as possible. I felt all the peace in me i had before disappear and now i only felt anxious.
The lady behind the desk scanned my soba and i quickly paid for them and headed out as fast as possible.
"Why. Of all people." i thought and ran. I didn't know why i ran since Katsuki isn't dangerous but i still felt the need to get away from him.
After some seconds i realized i ran back to the park i sat down at some benches trying to catch my breath.

It was cold and i didn't have a jacket so i felt myself started to shiver and my ears starting to hurt.
"I want to disappear" i whispered and laid my head down on my legs.
"Why?" i suddenly heard. I flinched and looked up from my legs meeting the eyes i didn't want to see.
"Need something Bakugou" I ask as i stood up ready to go back home.
He sighs and looks me in the eyes, but instead i keep my eyes on his forehead so that i wouldn't have to look him in the eyes.
"Do you have anywhere to stay?" he suddenly asks. "I have an apartment" I answer but quickly regrets. "Would you mind me staying for a bit? I'd like to talk to you" He says looking down.
It shocked me a bit to see Katsuki this defeated and i guess that was the reason for me to say that he could come home with me.

We walk silently back to my apartment and once we got inside i took of my shoes and headed to the kitchen acting like he wasn't there.
I didn't know hat to do so my first option was to ignore him till i figured what to say, i really shouldn't have let him come to my apartment.
"Nice apartment" he say behind him and i hum in a responds as i put the Soba in the drawer.
"Hey Shoto please don't ignore me" he says and turn me around and grabs my waist. "Stop touching me" i say coldly getting out of his grip.
He sighs and look at the floor which makes me feel bad a bit "What did u want to talk about Bakugou?" I asked making him look at me again.
"i just...I want you back Shoto...I miss you, i really do." he says and grab my waist again.
I really don't know why he has to do that but maybe it's his way for me to not run away from him.
"I left for a reason Bakugou. Understand that so stop crawling back to me like a lost puppy" i said leaving him in shock.
Right when i was gonna ask him to leave he smashed his lips on mine. My eyes widen and i pushed him away. "WHAT THE- Bakugou i told you don't want you anymore, get out of my apartment please." i say.
"Please Shoto. We can go back as things were. We can eat dinner together, watch movies on Fridays...We can watch a movie tonight since it's Friday. Please Shoto give me another chance." he begged.
It made me slight anxious to have him beg and be so close to me.
"Just stop Bakugou" I said but he kisses me again.
I really didn't know what to do but as he kissed me i felt so weak. Why does it feel like i have missed his lips so much?...
That's when i did something unexpected.

I kissed back.

I kissed him back and we started to have an make out session.
He picked me up and put me on the cabinet and i pulled away. A string of saliva went from his to my mouth.
"I...I am sorry i can't. I really needed you when Sero raped me but even after i told you what he did, even after i left you in tears you still went to be with Midoriya.
You even published your relationship, you didn't want to do that with me because being gay would mess up your rumours?
Was that true or was it just me who would mess up your rumours?" i said and slightly pushed him away and i jumped down from the cabinet.
"Shoto pleas- " "Get out of my house please" i interrupted him and pointed at the front door. He sighed and started to walk away before stopping "I hate you" He said before walking to the front door, putting his shoes on and heading out.

'Me? He hates me?...What did i do?...I was the one who was cheated on, i was the one who loved you, i was the one who called you, i was the one who requested activities, i was the one who woke you up if you got late, i was the one who brought us food.
You were the cold one, you were the one who cheated, you were the one who called me slut and names, you left me to get raped.
And it's me who's the bad guy here?' i thought as tears started falling from my eyes one by one.

'I want to die.' 

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Why do i feel like this chapter makes 0 sense-
But i hoped you liked it :))