Through his eyes

Take me back to the night we met

                                      The beginning

Im pretty sure that you are very confused with the timeline of the story but get used to it because we are going back and forth cause it's pure chaos.

You now how they say " everybody gets what they deserve" and they do.
I truly believe in that and i even live by that quote. So maybe i also got what i deserved cause karma can be a real bitch sometimes, in my case every time.

Karma became like my shadow, everything i've done karma made me regret it, but lets go to the beginning of my relationship with karma .

September. Maybe worst month of my life till then. The school has started and it made  me feel depressed. All i would do is wake up early go to , come back home and just do nothing till morning.

But then, everything changed when me and my best friend, Elenora ( u remember her as backstabbing bitch) decidex to go out on the last friday in september. Still was kinda depressed and had feeling that night will get boring.

We went out in the caafe - bar place that was near our high school. Its was interesting place, in the day time it was a cafee teens from high school and from other schools would come and chill and every friday night maybe even saturday the cafe would became a bar with the craziest parties in the town.

*You probably get where this is going *

there greeted us a bartender, called Rogi ( u also remember him as the fuck boy who shattered my heart ) his full name was Roger but he preferred to be called Rogi .
i ve been going to this place for 3 year and i never payed that much attention to him, all though he had a glow up this summer after a break up of his long term relationship that he had ( first red flag)
he was older than me for 3 years so he was pretty young.

The thing about that night is that i had great time my than best friend Elenora hooked up with Rogi, he was kinda paying too much attention to me even tho he was hooking up with my friend( second red flag)
And this is where karma is born

The thing about me, is that im not used to popular boys giving me that much attention and that night i got a lot of that, Rogis friends were also there having fun with us and Rogi even tried to hook me up with his friend, i had right to choose which one tho, he was very pressistent with that but gave up after a while. Its was a great night tho.
Ended with Elenora and me going home and her bragging about her seeing her ex Nick and her being in love with him and not planning anything with Rogi. She clearly said to me that she loves Nick, eho is btw her first and big love. And for any fucking reason my stupid brain took that as approval for me to start liking a fuck boy who gave me just attention for that night.
Now looking back i sthink i should've been with his friend like any just not catch a feeling for him.
Lets be real this was only platonic situation afterthat night i could've been with any other guy but i stayed focused on something that was forbidden by a well know girl code.