Time for cake! We all sing happy birthday to Mikey and then eat cake, me i am sitting next to Madison and Allie,this cake is one of the best cakes I have ever had, I put my finger in the frosting and put it on Madison's nose and he try's to get some on my nose but I move his finger so it goes on his forehead then as the nice person I am I help him take it off his face. Everyone is laughing and so are we "to my friends" Mikey says laughing. Allie turns to Mikey "I wish my friends where like yours" that made my smile even bigger. This is the best night ever! But the fun won't last because nick's funeral...is in two days.well lets just focus on right now, I am with my friends, family people I love. My mom and madison's mom just smile at us I can tell they are happy we are happy, especially because we are happy together. Me and Madison are now I bathe corner of the room together watching how happy everyone is "this is everything, everyone we care for plus more in one room" Madison says looking straight ahead "everyone who is alive" I add he looks at me "I am sorry" I look down "it's fine Madison, don't be sorry" he tilts my head up "just imagine if your dad was here to see you now,right now in this very moment I picture him standing next to your mom and thinking 'raven is just beautiful' and I wouldn't blame him, he has a beautiful daughter" I look at Madison and he pulls me in and kisses me, it's a long nice sweet kiss. I have lost so many people important to me. I just hope I never lose Madison
