I'm butchered and she still doesn't love me. Im a lover to a clown
who said she loved me.
Decaying and disgusting,
no one could ever love me.
so god help me
im rotting and starving.
in blood i gave you all of my love
printed on paper
written under a midnight sun.
i gave you true love, you dirty bitch.
Who was to say you were to massacre it
Loved filled lungs
fermemted into a sick hatred
i gave you everything i had
and i sat there while you raped it.
Im gonna gone by the time im twenty
No ones sees it
Im so godamn hungry
You said i look dead
My own father calls me disgusting
Im so fucking sick
Its my own death im lusting
I'm butchered and she still doesn't love me. Im a lover to a clown
who said she loved me.
Decaying and disgusting,
no one could ever love me.
so god help me
im rotting and starving.
I hope your kidneys fail
When you read my poems
May this one find you ill
Because so is the one who wrote it
I wish apon you an endless dole
May the blackest of tides
Tear away your soul
Your beauty is nothing when it can be destroyed
death is eternal
Your vanity is oh so paranoid
A pretty body washed away
By sickness and grime
Your cold demise
Is my last hope for sublime
I'm butchered and she still doesn't love me. Im a lover to a clown
who said she loved me.
Decaying and disgusting,
no one could ever love me.
so god help me
im rotting and starving.
