Larry Stylinson : Our Odd Group Of Friends

Our problems part 10.)

NIALLS POV

After lunch was recess me and josh went to the music room and played 20 questions.

"what is your favorite colour?" josh asked

"green, you"

"Purple" he replied smiling.

"what's your favorite animal?"I asked

"hmmm.. I think I would have to say a zebra, you?"

"A MONKEY!" I giggled.

"what is your biggest secret?" I questioned

"promise you won't tell?"

"promise!" I reply

Josh sat there and had a mental argument inside his head before he sighed and began talking.

"I'm ..gay" he mumbled.

I didn't know what to say I say there with raised eyebrows.. Yeah I like him but I was speechless I thought he was straight..

"ahh I knew you would hate me-" josh frowned and his lip quivered as he got up grabbed his bag and continued "I'm sorry for bothering you I probably disgust you,don't worry I'll never talk to you again" and with that he ran away, without giving me time to respond.

I was lost I would never hate him! He was so beautiful! I was just supprised.. I mean im not gay! But he's good looking for a guy. I still feel horrible he looked so upset, well I can't do anything about it now. I picked up my bag and started walking home.

LIAM'S POV

Well I'm at home now.. Cause I have no friends to hang out with.

What is happening I feel so secluded from my friends they are all keeping secrets..

Niall and josh have a thing, I don't even fucking know what's happening with Zayn and Perrie. Zayn doesn't stop staring at me when I'm around.Harry and Louis look like fuck buddies.. Crystal definitely has a thing for Perrie... But it pisses me off that I'm pretty much alone no one likes me am I that ugly? Is it my nose? Is it my body? Is it my voice? My face? My stomach?

I feel like curling up in a ball and dying..

I hopped off my small blue bed and over to my computer table. I turned on the computer and went onto youtube.

I searched up

'ways to relieve emotional pain' :

The tittles on the videos were stupid and pointless like "painting or drawing to distract yourself ", "singing" , "dancing to express yourself"

Then one caught my eye.

"Cutting and why it helps"

PERRIE'S POV

I've never felt as many butterflies in my stomach at once before, but crystal makes me feel so special so happy. She's just so beautiful and perfect.

We're having a sleep over tonight and I'm so excited I can't wait. I've done everything I can to get ready showered, re-did my makeup braided my hair brushed my teeth.weighed myself ... Made sure I didn't eat,cleaned my room and i put on some "booty shorts" and a tank top to look "hot" as zayn use to call me. I think I'm done now:) time to wait!

LOUIS' POV

I would say I couldnt be happier, being with Harry and all but.. I still can't help but feel so insecure,I mean my ass is so huge and my thighs are gigantic I feel so fat. I bet your wondering 'how can you feel so insecure and upset you have the hottest boyfriend ever' and blablabla but I've always been self conscious about my weight that's why I became bullimic... When I'm alone I'll binge on a ton of food and then purge 5 minutes after. I know it's gross and unnatural, but when your desperate to be thin and still want to eat you do anything you can!