I don't know what it feels like to love someone or to be loved but please-
It was raining after the confrontation of Jungkook and Jimin
To Jungkook it feels like Jimin is crying with him because the sky sure is
He bitterly chuckles
" I'm the one behind my mystery "
" I learned to love you when you hated me "
" And now I lost you for good "
The words of Jimin kept ringing in his head every hatred words Jimin spat at him cuts his heart badly but Jungkook knew he deserved all the hate from the person that he loves
" Why now? When I'm finally done needing you when I'm finally tired of wanting you when the love i had for you is gone? "
" I didn't mean anything I said " jungkook mumbled
After how it felt like hours of walking in the rain he finally arrived to his house
He didn't even bother to take a shower because it didn't matter to him anymore wether he gets sick or he gets the pain of being sick because the pain in his heart hurt more
He just flopped onto his bed after he changed his clothes grabbing a pillow and finally letting his tears flow
"do I look like I still care? No right?"
" Im so sorry "
" When I wanted you you didn't want me "
" Forgive me please Jimin im really sorry W-why am I like this? All I wanted was to live a different life from what my parents went through but I couldn't.. I lost the only person that ever loved me for me "
As jungkook was dozing off.. He felt someone shake him and that voice that voice is so.. Familiar that sounded like jimin?
Jungkook pov
Someone was calling me.. And that voice that voice is so familiar is that.. Jimin? But Jimin is gone! He went away because I was a jerk, I hurted him in ways that I can't and don't want to imagine.. All I wanted was to live differently from my parents life because they died old and alone because they divorced all I wanted was to be happy but looks like I lost a chance to be happy
I pushed the only person that ever loved me for me I had stolen jimin's smile mercilessly I had killed the pure love Jimin was holding for me
I never deserved Jimin
Jimin never deserved to get hurt like that Jimin was such a cheerful boy he was always a happy and positive virus that everyone around him smiles at his presence. I was the only one that couldnt see or feel the presence
Looks like fate hates me
I never deserved jimin or his lo-
" KOOKIE HYUNG WAKE UP! "
Wait what?
What was that?
" KOOKIE HYUNG! "
Jimin?
Jimin!?
Jimin's here?
-Show me how
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𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓 𝑩𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒅 | Jikook
FanfictionHe was shining so Beautifuly like the rainbow after a rainy day but.. I was color blind I learned to love him when he lost his love for me I learned to need him when he doesn't need me anymore I learned to want him when he didn't want me anymore
