The girl that I love

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She was there, sitting on the ground listening to k pop. I was here, looking at her with hearts in my eyes. She is so beautiful. I've never thought I would ever like a girl in my life. But she is so pretty. She knows it btw. She knows that she is pretty. She is confident in that. But sometimes she's not. I can't stop watching her.

- Hey!- said Ash who was sitting next to me- Are you here?

- Oh! Sorry. I was somewhere else. - I said

- I can see that you are starring at that girl. Is there something I don't know?- damn it! Was I so obvious? My face turned red.

- No. Of course not. What do you mean by something? - I said nervously.

- I can see the hearts in your eyes, dumbass. - he said sarcastically.

- I'm just admiring her. She is beautiful. But that doesn't mean I'm in love or something. - I said still watching her.

In moments like this I wish I was a leaf falling from a three. A leaf without any cares. A leaf that can't fall in embarrassing situations. I want to hide somewhere and yet continue to watch her. Her hair. Her chocolate brown eyes, shining from the sun rays. Her lips... I want to say ,,hi" to her but my stupid ass can't stand up. Ugh! I'm such an idiot. I can't even talk with people normally. Sometimes I hate myself.

- Are you still gonna sit here and watch her like an idiot?? - Ash asked.

- Well, what am I supposed to do? I can't talk to people. I'm a walking disaster! - I screamed in shame.

- Calm down, miss ,,falling in love with everyone". If you don't do it I will. I can't watch you loosing your chance.- Ash said and stand up.

I don't wanna look. He's going to embarrass me. He is talking to the pretty girl. Oh no. That's it. My life was ruined. I can't take my eyes off her. I'm definitely in love. Wait... She is walking towards me! Is she going to talk to me? Oh no! What am i supposed to do?? Damn, even the way she walks is hot.

- Hi- she said with a smile.- Do you wanna be friends?

Am i dreaming? Did she really ask me to be friends?

- Y-yes. Of course. I mean why not. I love you- I MEAN... I'd love to be friends with you.- I said in reply

She smiled at me again and sat down next to me. My heart was racing super fast. I feel like I'm having an exam.

- Do you listen to k pop? Do you wanna try?- she asked with enthusiasm.

- Y-yeah. Of course. I'd love to.- I said nervously af.

- Amazing! Here. Take the other earpod.- she said and hand me the left earpod.

I put it in my ear and started to listen. The song was very good. But the thing I was focused at was her beautiful face while listening with me. She closed her eyes and lay down with hands under her head. She looks so relaxed. And yet so stressed. I layed down next to her. I can't close my eyes. Not with this view in front of me. Suddenly she opened her eyes since the music stopped. And I was catched starring at her as always. What she did surprised me. She came closer to me and smiled at me once again. I was stunned by her beauty.

- I can see you starring at me. I know. I'm hot.- she said laughing cutely.

She's so cute. Damn.

- I-I... I didn't stare at you. What do you mean?

She laughed again.

- My name is Mia. Nice to meet you. And what's your name?

- Nice to meet you too. I'm Ivy. My friend you talked to is Ash. He goes by he/him. I go by She/her. You are so pretty.

- Aw thanks. I appreciate it. I go by she/her too.

And that was the moment when I stopped hating myself.