TRIGGER WARNING ! MENTION OF ABUSE AND SELF HARM!!
You get in the car . Waiting for Eddie cause we went to a thanksgiving dinner. He gets in and slams the door. "What the fuck y/n" you look at him terrified. "W-What...?" He looks super pissed, which kinda scares you... "You fucking have the audacity to tease me ?? What the hell is wrong with u y/n " you look down. Not saying a word .
"SPEAK Y/N!!" He yells at you. You look up at him terrified, on the verge of crying. You've never seen him this mad. You hated when people yelled , it reminds you of your abusive ex. it gives you flashbacks of every time he would hit you. Tears stream down your face "I-I'm sorry eddie I didn't mean too..." he drives off to his house where you later arrive and you run into the trailer , you get into the bathroom and you lock the door . Btw guys this part has self harm!!
You hear Eddie slam the front door and you grab your razor , breaking it and grabbing the blade cutting your wrists. You silently cry in pain, blood dripping from your wrist. Eddie softly knocks. "Y/N baby... I'm sorry... can you forgive me?" You say nothing. He walks away and you go back to cutting your wrists . You knew you shouldn't cut because it's been 5 months.!! He picks the lock.
He opens the door and you drop the blade. You freeze . "I-I'm sorry...." He pulls you into a hug crying "y/n I'm so sorry , I shouldn't have done that... " he softly kisses you and kneels down holding your wrist. "Well babe , you went five months, I'm proud:)"you sigh. " I know but I could've went longer but , I was stupid." He shakes his head ." No babe stop."
He gently cleans your cuts and patches them. He kisses them softly. "I love u... I shouldn't have teased you , I really didn't mean too..." you blurt out. He smiles and picks you up bridal style,laying you on his bed. He closes his door and takes his shirt off laying beside you. You look at him, you usually sleep with your shirt off but with your toxic ex , that stopped. You played with the end of your shirt. "Babe just take your shirt off , I don't care." You hesitate, to take your shirt off.
Everytime you took your shirt off, your ex would want sex . Which mentally drained you. You hated it and you were always in pain, But now with Eddie, he waits until your comfortable and when you want to do it. Sometimes he will ask but if you say no. He nods and cuddles with you. He doesn't beg or force you. You enjoyed being together with Eddie. Anyways let's get back to what you were doing. You hesitate to take your shirt off. "Babe ?? You okay. I won't touch u. " you nod , you take your shirt off and you lay down. He grabs you and pulls you into a cuddle.
He's so warm , his cold rings touch your back and he rubs it slowly. He puts you on his chest, you lay there and he rubs your back , humming his band songs. He puts the cover over yall still humming. You slowly drift off to sleep. As he holds you tightly in his arms.
