𝑊𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟

ҼƖҽⱱҽղ

Samarias pov
𝚂𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟻𝚝𝚑
𝙰𝚝𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚊 𝙶𝚊

I woke up in the middle of the night around 3 with my head banging.

My mind was still all over the place.

School started in four hours so i tried to go back to sleep but for some reason Elias was calling me.

Why the fuck is he even up at 3am.

I sighed and answered the phone.

"Hello?"

He didn't reply to me when i said something so i said it again.

"Elias what the fuck is going on are you okay?"

I tried to be quiet cause i know my mom was still sleeping so i went into my bathroom and closed the door.

All i heard was movement and things dropping in the background what the fuck is going on.

I heard random people on the background talking and i tried to listen but they were talking so low and it sounded like his phone was under something.

I had the urge to wait and see what happen after a while.

A few minutes later i heard Elias voice and he realized he was on the phone with me.

Dumbass.

"Who the fuck called her?" He yelled through the phone

I jumped cause for some reason my phone was turned up so loud so i could heat the people in the background.

"Elias what the fuck is going on? what you mean who called me?"

He sighed loudly enough so i could hear him.

"I didn't mean to call i was handling something"

"What we're you doing, you had me worried and some more shit" I said laughing a little.

"Doing a few runs tryna organize stuff out"

"Mhm why you been being dry towards me"

It went silent for a while, not an awkward one though.

A weird one.

"How have i been being dry?" he replied

"I don't know, like you just been being off lately like somethings bothering you"

"Nah im aight shawty, you get some rest and go back to sleep"

"My head is killing me but if you need someone to talk to i am here Elias" i said

"I appreciate it but i'm good Samaria, get some sleep love you"

And after that he just hung up.

I can tell when someone is hiding something let alone their feelings, i hid mine for so long eventually you get tired of holding everything in.

I didn't like the idea of telling a stranger my feelings, or things that went on in my life but the moment you tell someone you know they judge you and everything change.

But that's the difference between a therapist and someone you know, a therapist get paid to sit and listen to your problems and more than likely would give you good advice.

It really depends on who you go to, everybody's different.

The lady i went to was sweet and around her 40s i stopped going to her back in march but it's clear i need to go back.

Usually i only visit her whenever my life is going to shit but sometimes you just need to talk to someone.

I wanted to be there for whatever Elias was going through, but what if he cheating like damn already. fuck

I feel like communicating is better than holding everything in, and he should know this especially inside a relationship.

I tried to get those thoughts out of my head and go back to sleep it was around 4:15 now.

I turned on some rain asmr and eventually ended up falling asleep.

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𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟿𝚝𝚑 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟸
Short chapter cause the next one will be long !