Till We Meet Again

PROLOGUE

"Please don't do this to me,Please don't leave me amethyst.Please im beggin' you.Please don't fuckin' leave me.Please ameythst."He said while he kneeld his two knees infront of me.

He was crying Infront of me.Begging that i don't leave him, begging that i won't do this to him.

"Jayson can't you understand me?"I asked while crying infront of him.

"Why can i understand you if I don't know the reason why?why you do this to me?Look amethyst.I'm here for you.Makikinig sayo,makikinig sa rason mo......rason kung bakit mo ito ginagawa sakin.Makikinig ako saiyo.But ameythst please....please don't do this to me please?Please,don't leave me.Makikinig ako sa rason mo just don't fuckin' leave me.Just don't fuckin' do this to me.Please ameythst im beggin' you"he said while he said those words to me.He cried from what he said to me.

I cried even more than him.It's fuckin hurt a lot to me.It's really hurt a lot.

I pulled him,so he could stand infront of me.

"I'm sorry jayson i can't tell you the reason why.I just c-can't."I shuttered.

"Then don't fuckin' leave me ameythst please?it's okay to not to tell me the reason why,just don't leave me,just don't do this to me ameythst.Please."he said while looking at me.

He cried so hard.I see him that he hurt a lot.I see his two beautiful eyes was so red because he cried so hard.

But you know what?He's not the only one who's hurt a lot.Who's suffered ng di niya nalalaman.Who's trying to stay with him, who's trying to fighting for everything.Also me trying everything.Trying to fix everything but.... couldn't.

I looked at his face,his eyes,his nose,his,lips.

I kissed him,i kissed him for the last time.I hug him also....hug him for the last time.

I immediately look at his red eyes who's crying so hard just don't leave him.

"I-im sorry jayson."i apologize to him.I tried not to cry again infront of him but i can't.

I look at his eyes again for the last time.

"I have to do this,for your own good jayson.For your own good sake life.I-ilove you,im sorry jayson.𝐓𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐖𝐞 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐌𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬."I said while cried.

Before he speak,i immediately stay away from him.I'd walk.

I heard he called my name,i heard he's crying so loud...crying so hard but i ignored it.

My tears was falling from my chin i wiped my tears immadiately.

I know this is my fault.I know.I know this is make him hurt even more.

I know that after all of this,after two years or three years or what were years comes,i know that someday......someday we meet again and he couldn't forgave because of what did i do to him.

But i knew this is good to him.Tama itong ginagawa ko,tama tong decision ko...na iwan ang taong mahal ko.Iwan siya ng di niya alam ang dahilan.

Di lang siya ang nasasaktan,pati rin ako nasasaktan din.

Pero kung sakaling pag tagpuin uli kami ng landas.Sana....sana makikinig siya sa rason kung bakit ko iyun ginawa.Sana pagkatapos ng pag sabi ko sakanya ang lahat ng rason.

Sana mapatawad at maunawaan niya ako.

Pero kung sakali na di siya makikinig at di ako pakingan at di ako nauunawaan.

Okay lang sakin.Tanggap ko rin na di niya ako mapatawad sa lahat ng ginawa ko sakanya.

Pero alam ko......alam ko na makakabuti ito sakanya.Makakabuti para kay jayson.

But jayson.....i hope someday you forgave me for what i have done to you.I hope someday you will understand it.I hope someday i tell you the reason why i've to do this.

I'm really sorry....myloves.

I hope someday pag tagpuin uli tayo ng landas.I love you and i miss you......jayson myloves.