In the hospital, I kept hoping Dazai would wake up and I kept thinking over and over again:
" Why didn't I watch the road?"
" Why wasn't I more careful?"
" Why did he protect me?"But then, there was this thought that strucked me odd..
" If the car came running at me, I would unconsciously use my gravity power and I bet someone as smart as Dazai would have known that I would do that, then why?"
Just as I asked myself that question, a terrifying thought came to me making my whole body shiver, what if Dazai actually wanted to die? He always seemed to be carefree and stupid about his suicide dream so I never cared too much but lately, he really seemed tired and dark as if he wanted to end it all. I shed some tears and hugged Dazai who still hasn't woken up and continued blaming myself for giving Dazai the opportunity to throw himself Infront of a car to die.
After a while, I left the hospital and headed to the Detective Agency. I came in without a warning and shouted
"Dazai is badly injured, why hasn't any of you come to visit him in the hospital? Do any of you care for him?"
Everyone in the Agency seemed confused about what was happening and why was I here and then there was a huge silence.
" What happened to that moron?" The blonde glasses guy (Kunikida) asked, breaking the huge silence.
" We haven't seen Dazai-san for days and we were wondering where he was" the man tiger (Atsushi) followed.
" Dazai got into an accident, didn't he?" The childish but genius (Ranpo) said " But Dazai intentionally got into an accident, right?" He added.
I started getting angry when everyone was talking because even if they knew Dazai was missing, they never bothered to find him or care, I immediately stormed out of the Agency shouting
" You guys better visit Dazai in the hospital or imma beat your asses!"
I was walking on the road thinking about multiple stuff until I got a message from a staff at the hospital which really shocked me. I immediately ran to the hospital to find out that Dazai woke up, he was injured so badly that I never thought he would wake up again, his mood and complexion seems normal now too! I was really happy but tried to keep my tears. My heart started pumping loudly for some reason, maybe I was excited to see him awake? Dazai was looking out of the hospital window with a peaceful face so I went to call out to him
" Oi, Dazai!"
But then, Dazai turned his face towards me, confused and asked:
" Umm.. excuse me, who are you?"
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Amnesia. -Soukoku- ( Dazai X Chuuya)
RomanceWhy did this happen? I only went to get food with Dazai, so why does it hs to turn out like this? He's not gonna die, is he? I don't want to! It's all my fault...