As many you of you asked about Shehnaaz's family, they aren't aware about of her condition yet nor they stay in India so they don't know what is happening with her. I'll elaborate that in coming chapters. Her family will be introduced in upcoming chapters along with Sidharth's, but first, i want Sid to take care of her without any disturbance...❤❤❤❤❤
It was early morning when Shehnaaz woke up, due to the head ache she couldn't sleep, she got up and sat on the bed. She turned her head, looking here n there when her gaze rested over him, sleeping beside her peacefully. Flashes of yesterday came in-front of her eyes when he was throwing things in anger, It scared her but she calmed herself, kept assuring herself that he will not hurt her.
Shehnaaz sat there for how long, she doesn't know but she was staring at him, without any emotions. With her baby, she had lost her everything. She couldn't relate herself to anything, She couldn't feel anything, not even his love toward her. she couldn't recognize her own love for him. Sidharth was like a stranger to her, a stranger her soul trusted.
Sidharth opened his eyes and saw the most beautiful face in front of him, His lips curved into sleepy smile while she quickly avert her gaze away from him, realizing he was awake.
"Good Morning, Shehnaaz." He rubbed his eyes with back of his hand as he got up and sat on the bed, his back rested against the bedpost. Shehnaaz gave a weak smile to him and looked down. Sidharth slowly lifted his hand and placed it on hers which was rested on her lap. Her head snapped at him, she look at him with blank eyes while he smiled at her warmly.
"Lets go in garden, you will feel better." Sidharth said to her, he waited for her response and smiled when she gave a slight nod to him. Sidharth got down from the bed and walked toward the closet, he took out a sweater for her as it was cold outside. He walked back to her and helped her in getting up, he gave her sweater to wear but she looked at her cast covered right hand. Sidharth smiled at her and made her wear the sweater while taking care to not to hurt her hand.
After walking for a while in garden of Shukla Mansion, He made her sit on the swing as she was tired, she was still weak.
"You wanna talk?" Sidharth asked her but all he got her silence in return, he vowed to don't lose his hope, he was determined to bring his old Shehnaaz back.
"Shehnaaz, you want to meet Asim? Your brother?" Sidharth asked her softly, Shehnaaz looks at him for a moment before she nodded her negatively.
"I don't want to meet anyone." Shehnaaz whispered in barely audible tone.
"Why?" He couldn't help but ask her. Shehnaaz was playing with the hem of her shirt, nervously. Sidharth knew it very well, so he slipped his hand in hers and intertwined his fingers with hers, giving her a sense of belongingness.
"You don't have to be nervous around me, We will not talk about anything which will make you uncomfortable." Sidharth said to her, tightening his grip on her hand, assuring her.
"Sorry-" Shehnaaz mumbled after a moment of silence, his brows knitted in confusion.
"For what? You have nothing to be sorry about." Sidharth said to her, Shehnaaz lifted her eye lashes and look at him, he panicked when he saw tears in her hazel orbs.
"For everything." Shehnaaz mumbled back in answer. His heart broke realizing, she had lost her confidence, held herself responsible for everything when in reality, its not her fault. Shehnaaz is the one who is suffering, she doesn't have to be sorry about anything, specially to him, because he doesn't deserve her apologizes as somewhere, He is also responsible for her this state. Only if he hadn't made that fake break up plan, then Shehnaaz would have been with him, safe & happy.
"Don't ever apologize to me for anything, Shehnaaz, you are not at fault. And You know, If you are talking about handling you, then let me tell you, It's my honor to take care of my angel. Till now, You have given me so many things but i never got chance to give you something, give something to make our relation work, so it's my chance, to prove my love, to make our love stronger." Sidharth said to her with firmness in his voice. He wanted her to believe him, believe his love.
Shehnaaz look at him, a lone tear escaped her eye which he wiped away and kissed her forehead.
"Lets go inside and have breakfast." Sidharth said to her, Shehnaaz nodded once again, they got up and went inside the house.
They walked inside the kitchen, Sidharth pulled a chair and made her sit on it comfortably while he started cooking. Shehnaaz was watching him, she could see how much efforts he put, to take care of her, make her feel comfortable, and somewhere, it made her feel good.
"Sidhaaaarrrth" She called out for him softly. A smile appeared on his face, hearing his name in her sweet tone after ages. Shehnaaz gave new meaning to his name, make it special.
"Yes, Shehnaaz!" He turned to her, happiness twinkling in his bronze visage, realizing it was first time she had started the conversation on her own will, after that fateful day, she had stopped talking, would just nod at him or answer him in one or two words.
"Dont you have college today?" She asked him in barely audible tone.
"I have taken a week off from college." Sidharth answered her, happy with the improvement in her. Shehnaaz gave a slight nod in return then avert her gaze away from him and stare down at her hands. He didnt forced her to talk to him, he knew it will take time for her to be completely normal and he will give her that. He will not force her for anything.
"Breakfast is ready. Come, Shehnaaz!" Sidharth said to her as he picked up the breakfast tray and come out of the kitchen, he set the breakfast on table then came back in kitchen. Shehnaaz was still sitting, staring down.
Sidharth knelt down before her, he took her hand in his which broke her reverie. She lifted her eye lashes and look at him.
"What happened, ? Do want me to make something else in breakfast?" Sidharth asked her in soft tone.
"I want to take bath first." Shehnaaz answered him in low tone. Sidharth took a sigh of relief, smiled at her.
"Sure, Come with him." Sidharth said to her, Shehnaaz gave a slight nod in response as she got up. Sidharth took her inside his room, he walked toward the closet and took out some of his clothes that will fit her, and reminded himself to buy some clothes & other necessary stuff for her today. Taking clothes for her, he turned to her.
Something in him broke seeing her standing there with lost expression. He walked toward her and kept his hand on her shoulder, breaking her trance. Sidharth smile at her and holding her hand he took her inside the washroom. He locked the door from inside and turned to her. From past few days, he is giving her sponge bath, he took every care of not to hurt her injuries.
Sidharth removed her clothes, while he did so, there was no lust nor any sexual feeling for her in his eyes. Shehnaaz was like a delicate doll, who needs his care and he knew it. He gave her sponge bath then dressed her up in his clothes.
After Shehnaaz was ready, he brought her outside and combed her hair. Shehnaaz was staring at him, then suddenly, she wrapped her arms around his torso and hugged him tightly. He was pleasantly surprise but hugged her back but making sure not to hurt her wounds & cuts.
"Are you alright, Shehnaaz?" He asked her, caressing her hair gently. Shehnaaz hummed in response and broke the hug.
"Sorry." She mumbled softly, Sidharth shook his head and cupped her face.
"Don't be, I'm yours, you can hug me whenever you want." Sidharth whispered softly. Shehnaaz gave a weak smile to him. Which made him smile too, now days, she rarely smile but whenever she does, even if it's a small smile, it brighten up his world.
